☆ 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙼𝚎 ☆

☆ ʜᴀɴɢᴏᴜᴛ ☆

S U N N Y

This was gonna be awkward. Every time I got close to him I got nervous. I didn't really know what to say to him. I could tell he was also nervous. I mean how could we not be? This is a very big thing. I don't know what we're gonna do about it or what's gonna happen. He is such a sweet guy. I didn't wanna lose him. I just hope nothing bad happens between us. All these feelings i have for him are just to much to even explain. I want him. I want only him. I'm going to have him no matter what. I might be moving a bit fast considering i just got out of a bad relationship but I know Jayson is different. He's special. He's not like any other guy I've met. He's the first that genuinely cares about me, not just for my body like everyone else. Even tho I barely know him, i can tell he wouldn't. He actually likes to have conversations with me. He likes to listen to me. He's always there for me. He's perfect.

We took jaysons car to McDonald's. When we got there we saw Zach and Yuri sitting in the back. Great. We had to sit right next to each other. As if this wasn't awkward enough. We awkwardly sat down. We were just inches away from each other. It felt good though. He made me feel safe.

"Hey guys!" Yuri smiled.

"Hey guys." Jayson replied.

"Woah man. I've never seen you wear something like that!" Zach kept looking Jayson up and down.

"Yeah um.. Its a long story." He said nervously as he scratched his neck.

"What happened?"

Me and jayson looked at each other awkwardly as I shook my head slightly, giving him a sign I didn't want him to say anything yet.

"What's going on? Is something happening between you too?"

I chocked on air and covered my mouth quickly. God that was embarrassing. I just covered my face and looked down.

"Um..its nothing." Jayson mumbled.

"Yeah, sure.." Zach and yuri looked at us suspiciously.

"Anyways, we should eat something. I'm so hungry." Yuri said.

"I'm not that hungry.." I responded.

Jayson looked at me worried. "You have to eat something sweetheart." Oh my god I almost exploded.

"Sweetheart?!" Zach and yuri both said kind of loud.

My eyes widened as my face turned bright pink.

"I- no- I didn't...fuck." His eyes widened as well and he covered his mouth. I could tell he was very embarrassed.

I sat there in shock and stared at him. I never expected him to say something like that. But i loved it. My heart was pounding. I didn't know how to react.

"Um..ill be right back." Jayson said as he got up.

"Okay. Bye sweetheart!!" Zach teased.

"Shut the fuck up!" Jayson whispered in a angry tone as he rushed off to the bathroom.
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J A Y S O N

I went into the bathroom and stared into the mirror. I couldn't believe I just said that. That was so embarrassing. I didn't know how I was gonna go back out there. I washed my face while thinking what was going on in sunnys head. I wondered if she liked it. I wondered if i made a mistake. What did I just do? It was already so awkward. I just made it worse. God what if she thought that was disgusting. I mean she could've liked it right? Who am I kidding..that was so stupid of me. Fuck...there goes my overthinking again.
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Y U R I

I think something is definitely going on between them. I think Zach thinks so also. I mean first it was, them getting nervous when we asked them about it now this? I wonder whats going on. But I'll find a way to figure it out. I'm planning on putting them in a room together when they sleep over at me and Zach's house to see if we can catch them doing anything. I feel like a spy to be honest. Like how cool am I for doing all of this, am i right? Im such a genius!
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Z A C H

Jayson is taking quite a long time in the bathroom. But I'm more concerned about whats going on between them. Its pretty obvious theres something, so they cant hide it forever. Yuri is always good at figuring stuff out so i know she's gonna try to figure this out but I won't stop her because I'm very curious. Jayson better get back soon though, its been like 10 minutes.
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S U N N Y

Jayson finally got out of the bathroom after what felt like forever. He sat down and didn't make eye contact with anyone. I was worried about him. I grabbed his hand and asked if he was okay but he got super bushy and just nodded.

"So guys...yall still wanna sleep over at our house?" Yuri asked.

I looked at Jayson for second themzzz back at Yuri. "Um, yeah I think so if he's up to it."

"Yeah...thats fine." He mumbled.

Im glad he said yes. Even though things were awkward between us I still wanted to spend time with him.

"Great! Wanna just come over to our house now? Considering we all have nothing to do anyways." Yuri said.

Me and Jayson agreed. I just hope nothing embarrassing happens again.

We all got up and left, we went in the same cars as we got there in. Jayson was a pretty nice driver. He looks great doing literally everything. Ugh he's so handsome. But he wouldn't speak much until out of no where he apologized.

"I'm sorry sunny."

"You're sorry? For what?"

"For um... You know. Calling you that."

"Oh, right. Don't worry about it. It was kinda cute.."

We both smiled, and in no time we got to their house. When we got there we pretty much just hung out in the living room until it got late. Then came the time we were dreading, having to sleep in the same room.