𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝.

𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚜𝚑

I'll always be by his side, even if it cost me my own proper life.

I just need him to trust me enough.. To show him not everyone is selfish, does he view me that way, he surely does, doesn't he? I'll do anything to change that mind of yours.

Just let me help you.

-End of recap-

I tried talking to Chishiya about what he meant by "limits" but as always he simply just sticked with "I don't like being touched or mostly" like I know that but how do I know you're comfortable with me touching you like hugging you and stuff. I need to know as possible now!

- Just tell me!

- I did, I don't like being touched or mostly.

- You said that for the past hour! Just tell me will you? What can I do and what can't I do.

- Just treat me as a friend would, do you not have friends?

- You had friends?

- No but I've seen people have them so I thought you would know what I meant.

- Oh, I mean there's a lot of types of friends like friends with benefits... Simple friends, close friends which is best friends and I know this one the most it's just boyf-

- I know what types of friends there are. I'm not stupid like that, Kuina.

- Okay well just tell me, can I hug you?

- You have been hugging me since last week.

- Whatever I don't hug you that often anyway!

- Oh yes you do.

- Does it make you feel uncomfortable..?

- Not really, are you my therapist or something.

- Just fucking tell me what I can do to you. And don't think anything bad about what I just said!

- Hm.

- hm..?

- I know you want more from me, but I can't give it to you. Well, I guess you can hug me and that's all.

- Nothing else?! Seriously!

- Yes "seriously" I'm being honest.

- Can I at least touch your hair, please?

- I'll think about it.

- Can I carry you?

- No.

- Damn it!

I looked at his hand and then at him, I think he understood what I was going to do since I saw him put both of his hands in his pockets. I tried to touch his hair but he would just move away, I felt a bit sad but happy that I was the first person to hug him. Well in here of course, he probably gets lots of them, even though I think that. Each time I hug him he just looks at me and freezes like he's not used to getting hugs at all, I wish he would talk more about his past.

- Hey, Chishiya?

- Yes?

- Can you tell me something about your... past?

- ...

- Does it bother you? Im sorry if it does I'll just stop asking.

- It's fine don't apologize, I just don't like talking about my past.

- I see, can I hug you?

- I guess so.

I hugged him for a long time before pulling away. It's been about 4 days since it had happened and I still couldn't walk, I was scared on how I would win.. I was scared to know that I'll die if I don't play these games anymore. I was more than scared if I'm being honest, I was a bit petrified but seeing Chishiya with me made me calm down a bit, realizing I was safe for now at least. Though I felt bored staying in bed for 4 days I wanted to do something.. Something fun.. Something exciting to do but there was nothing to do, not in a body like mine, I was stuck in this stupid ass bed, just stuck and I was tired of it. I tried getting off of the bed and tried walking but instantly fell down, crawling was an option of course but I didn't want to crawl to just get food or a drink. I felt somebody slapping the back if my head as I tried crawling away, I looked up to see Chishiya giving me a stare that scared the shit out of me and would scare anybody who saw it.