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Today, 10:45 p.m

it hurts a lot. i know he would never do something horrible to me, i trust him. am i really fooling myself? he cheated on me. he fucking cheated on me. i don't get why? may mali ba sa akin? napagod ba siya sa akin? wala na bang thrill? did he lost feelings? he fell out of love? why?? there are a lot of what ifs lingering in my mind and i couldn't refuse to think any of them. i love ahren so much that it hurts.