A Real Love Story...

Israel Part 2

Of course its only been a day since a wrote the last one about this jerk. But idc. I literally just got off the phone with him. We didn't say goodbye or anything though. Why? Hm...Why? Cause he don't care. Lets just be honest. This is stupid. This whole thing is stupid. He doesn't like me he doesn't even love me. I was doing so good. You were doing so good, Piper. But, then I fell. Yet again. She knew me and him were over. She swooped in. Took him. 4 months of this hoe calling me dumb for staying with him. Then boom she loves him. You're petty.

So I'm giving all the way up. He takes me loving him as an advantage. Which is cool. He doesn't like me. Cool. He never did. Cool. He played with my emotions...Cool. And it's jacked up cause I have so many guys I could get. I chose him. Him. Thanks Heart.

I'm starting to lose myself. Someone has to help me. Depression tears you apart like it has 6 inch claws. It waits. And when it gets you it doesn't just tear you apart it tears your wrist apart and you're left with scars and broken hearts. It's the way I see it. I try to ignore that stage but its pretty hard to ignore. Everything is just so hard to ignore. But, what he just did... Ur just a jerk Israel.

Love,

Piper