Summer Love

Chapter 3:D

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Chapter Four [Summer Love]

 

 

“You look like a baby!”, Taylor’s voice waked me up from reality, laughter filled the whole room, Screw them, I knew they would laugh at me, for what I did yesterday was so Fucking immature, and I ended up being teased. It’s 1 in the afternoon, when everyone decided to just stay home for today, I don’t have a problem with it, I ended up sitting here in the kitchen, drinking a can of coke, just trying to relax and free my mind, as I day dream and imagined things, (not that dirty things:) , Mara suddenly appeared and made me awake from reality, I ignored her presence, as I hear the cupboard, being closed and as she prepared something to eat, I knew it was my time to apologize to her for being an asshole and I could explain this crappy things, seconds of silence bothered me, “Hey Mara” I said, turning in front of her, she didn’t gave an attention, she just ignored me, I knew that she, herself, was the problem, I don’t know why she had been so dramatic that time we’re in the bar, she’s just confusing me, I don’t give a fuck to anyone, right now, I’m just pissed off, coz’ she’s just ignoring me and here I am trying to apologize, “Hey Mara, stop ignoring me please, urm…urm, I-i-I’m sorry for being a jerk to you” I tried not to struggle, saying to sorry to someone even if it is not your fault, -.- , after seconds of silence, she just fucking ignored me again, I suddenly got up, and got nearer to her, as I pulled her soft and gentle body against me, our faces really near to each other, I don’t know why I am doing this shit, I focused and looked at her in the eyes, she just froze in my hands, ..”Mara, I’m sorry, please forgive me” as soon those words came out from my mouth, I kissed her,…. as I kiss her passionately, she just froze, suddenly, someone I hear footsteps and making its way here, I ignored it, right now, I have no idea why I kissed her, she’s not kissing back, I don’t fucking care is she does not kissed back, “Oh shiiiiit!” I was shocked when someone shouted in front of us, we finally broke the kiss, leaving us breathe hardly, I look at Mara, her beautiful eyes, but something in her eyes is trying to tell me, she also looked at me, and gave me a look, a look that can kill, “oh my god!, are you guys dating!, you two are just rubbing together both of your gums!” and as soon I realized, it was Rachel, fuck, why?!, I didn’t gave a shit, I just left the kitchen, headed in my room and dumped my head against the soft pillows, I didn’t cried, I just hate myself, why did I kissed Mara for no reason?!, fuck this hormones, why did I kissed Mara in front of Rachel!?, damn these things-_- right now, I’m confused, I tried calming myself down and doing my breathing exercises,.. Inhale, 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10, exhale, I kept doing it until I somehow managed to calm myself down, I quickly headed down stairs, and leaving all of my friends in a circle and a bottle in the middle, yup, they are playing and having fun, as soon they glanced at me to join, I just sat with them and played, spin the bottle.

 

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Ignoring the fact that Rachel didn’t even said a damn shit about what she had seen, she saw us ‘rubbing each other’s gums’ as she said, what a nice definition my friend, (note: Sarcasm guys!:D *evil laugh*), I was kind of relieved that she just shutted her mouth up, “your turn Mitch!”, as Taylor pass the bottle to Mitch, as Mitch started to spin the bottle, I watch the bottle point at me, ha!, after 10 rounds of this fun but the same time, boring game, I was finally picked, “truth or dare” Rachel asked me and gave me challenging look, “Dare”, I said, as all the girls giggled, except Mara, Fuck, that was weird, “I dare you to, KISS MARA, AGAIN!” Rachel said, shit shit shit, now they all know that we two kissed, accidentally, “Fuck bro! You and Mara kissed?” Jacob asked me, then I nodded, wanting to ignore them all, fuck, why Rachel!? Why!?, “all of us girls knew it, I mentioned that to them, except for the boys, and now, you know guys, I went to get some soda in the kitchen, suddenly, when I got inside, there I saw Mara and John kissing!” Rachel said, making all the boys laugh and the girls giggle, suddenly, Mara quickly stand up and left the room, heading outside, “ooh! Someone is hurt” Taylor said, they all stopped laughing, I’m a little pissed of this shit, I suddenly followed where Rachel headed, I was outside and there I saw her, standing straight as her hair flipped in the air as the wind rushes through her beautiful hair, I walked nearer to her, “Sorry Mara, I didn’t know what I was doing that time, I was so stupid, I’m so sorry for everything, and all the crappy  things I involved you” she just looked at me, as she start to sob, “that thing you- you just did hu-hurts me so fucking much, I don’t even know you much, when you planted that kiss on me, I froze, and your just using me as a REBOUND!” she started crying, as her tears fall down from her eyes, “I’m so sorr –“, she cutted me off, “you just embarrassed me!” she suddenly ran across the street, and she ignored cars passing in front of her and yelling at her, my heart somehow stopped when she was so near to be hit by a car, I quickly ran towards her, as she sat in the road with her feet so weak, “I’m so sorry Mara” I tried to help her stand up, but somehow she just ran away without saying something, I just looked at her ran anywhere.