Summer Love

Chapter Six:D

Chapter Six [Summer Love]

I Don’t know, every time I’m with Mara, I feel like she’s only the one, the one that I loved, the only person that I care for, but there’s this part of me, half of my mind, I was thinking of Rachel, my feelings for her, I know I had no chance being with her, but why is it so hard to move on, jeez, she always say, ‘we are only friends, and I don’t want our friendship to be ruined’, but how can I take away my feelings from her, I know it’s hard, I loved her for years, I loved her as my true sister, my true best friend, and I expected, she loves me back, but no, she only looks at me as a friend, I want her to be mine, but there is no chance, how can I stop this bullshit, how can I take away my feelings for her, I loved Mara, to be honest, I loved Mara more than Rachel, I don’t know why, but when I feel her presence, I somehow forget Rachel, even she’s with Zac, but, why, why is my heart stopping from loving Mara, I know, we only met, two weeks, but yeah, I feel different around her, she made me forget about Rachel, not that I’m using her, and she made me smile though, even I had many problems, if I want Mara, I have to give up my feelings for Rachel, yeah, she treats me as a friend, and now, I want to decide, Rachel or Mara, both stunning beautiful girls, both that I felt in love, but whom did I love the most?....

“It’s tomorrow!” my Band mates, yelled with happiness and excitement as they jump up and down, we waited for this concert, we really did, since we were freshmen, and now, the hard work that we did, the sacrifices that we gave up to, is now worth it, we practiced and practice, and here we are, waiting for tomorrow to come.

“Come on guys! One more round” I encouraged giving them a signal to get to their places, and I heard the girls giggle while watching us.

Mitch and Michael started playing the guitar, I tapped my foot against the floor and followed the beat, then I heard the beat of the bass, as Zac played it, and Jacob, played the drums, then yet it was my turn, I started singing, the song was played fast, as I hit the last note with a high note.

The girls giggled, “Good job John!” Taylor yelled with a smile, I smiled back, “good job guys, I think we’re ready for tomorrow” I grabbed a bottle of water, and drank it with exhaustion, I scooted and ran to see Mara in the pool, sitting alone; I sat beside her, our feet rushing through the cold blue water.

“Mara, I love you” she blushed. Aww, cute. I don’t know why I just said that, but it’s true, I more love her than Rachel.

“I won’t say it back until, you answer my question” 

“Do you still love Rachel?” she looked serious.

I smiled, her letting out a chuckle, maybe my smile was cute, that’s why she laughed a little, or my face is just funny?, I took a deep breath, “Not anymore, because I realized, I more love you than Rachel, and I already gave up on Rachel” she blushed, stop Mara! Stop Mara! Your too cute and beautiful to blush, it’s making me weak! my mind said. She was happy; indeed, she knew that I love her.

“I’m scared” she was telling me about the dreadful thing that happened to her last time.

“Scared because of last time? Mara, I promise I won’t use you and hurt you, I only love you now, that’s the thing, and if you gave me a chance, then I promise you, you being with me, is like being in heaven” I laughed a little, what a corny thing to say.

She laughed a little, too, “John, I love you, too” she said shyly, my mind was like ‘I AM NOT BLUSHING! I AM NOT BLUSHING!’

Chuckle.

I sat with her in a second, her head was on my shoulders, I was bored, suddenly, I pushed her body in the pool, she was shocked and she squeaked until her body went splashing in the cold water, “Ah!” she cried, I laughed, I came to dive too, and my body splashed in the water, as I felt it was cold, a shiver ran through my body, yeah, I was right, it was freaking cold, I came to Mara, hugging her, she looked at me, the look that can kill, “ooops” I said, laughing, she quickly scooted from my arms as she swim far from me, I quickly swim through her direction and I caught her a hug, “so you think you can ran away from me?” she giggled, I was in my grey jeans and a fitted shirt, and she was just in a cute simple dress, I kind of ruined her dress, oops, we two are so wet (not that wet that you are thinking!XD) , I hugged her tight in the cold water, our eyes met, her eyes was so beautiful, always, suddenly I pulled her a kiss, this kiss was different, it was passionate, our kiss lasted for seconds, “Fuck! Shit! Oh my god!” suddenly a high pitched girl shouted, I quickly pulled out the kiss, Mara was clenching her teeth, she wanted more of me, ha!ha!ha!, as soon as I realized it was Taylor and Rachel shouting and giggling, I frowned, “you two are dating!!!!!” Taylor yelled, like she was drunk, or maybe she just looked drunk all the time, “stop making out and get inside the house! Look at the sky! It is dark and it would rain!” Rachel said, mimicking my grandmother who always scolded as for playing with her sewing machine, I groaned, as both of them quickly ran inside, as it started to drizzle.