"Look up at me, Please Baby." His voice changes this time as it comes out into million of times sweeter like honey. He actually begs because it hurts him too. He wants to see what your eyes are holding at this moment.
Your grip on the gun loosens more as your hands start shaking and the gun drops to the floor and you back off.
Stop it. Please STOP IT.
You hear the voice in your head as your breath gets heavier and heavier.
My father died in front of me.
He is the one my father was saving."Stop it. Will you please?" You mumble. "Y/n... Are you okay?" Jimin asks as you are stepping back from him after dropping the gun. You don't know what he is seeing, your whole body crouching and your eyes wide open in fear.
Your hands, your legs, they are shaking and your breath is so heavy that you can barely breathe. His expressions show that he is worried. He knows that nothing is alright but seeing your shaking like this threatens him.
"Look up at me, Please baby."
"AGHHHH, PLEASE STOP. STOP IT FOR GOD DAMN SAKE. STOP IT." You feel manipulated by his words as they ring repeatedly in your head.
You screamed and cried your lungs out to say those words and you finally broke down on the floor covering your ears with your palms.
In a second of minute, your whole past showed up in front of you. The blood, your father, the gun shots, his uneven breath, you crying out, your mom getting to the operation theatre in the emergency and your uncle and aunt being shot in front of you.
You feel dizzy, It doesn't make sense. This is not the time for your trauma to come and show up. Everything seems blurry, you barely notice that Jimin is running towards in panic and his muffled voices what is he even saying.
It all feels hazy and like a nightmare but this nightmare doesn't wake you up in light but it makes you go in deep slumber and it's all black the very next moment. You barely feel Jimin's touch, embracing you from back, you barely feel your own body if you're even alive.
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"Hyung!! Hyung, please help me. She is not waking up. Taehyung-ah, She's unconscious." Jimin cries as he sees you falling unconsciously in his arms. He shakes you holding your arm from back and calling your name.
It doesn't work so he calls out for his brothers who are watching astoundingly but they run to him as soon as they hear him calling out.
"Jimin, Calm down. Take her to your room first." Namjoon says as Jimin keeps staring at you. Tears fall down his eyes. He feels helpless. He doesn't know the girl who was aiming at him before, is now in his arms and struggling to even breathe.
He wants to save you. Even if you kill him after waking up, he wants you to stay alive. He quickly picks you up in his arms, his one hand on the back of you and another down your waist. Your head falls on his chest and your legs and hands hang freely in the air as he picks you up in bridal style.
"Y/n, Please Open your eyes. Speak to me. I'm sorry for everything. Y/n, Please say something. Why are you even unconscious?" He speaks to you when you are not even able to listen to him.
He quickly walks to his room going out of the basement while some of the boys follow him and help him to reach quickly to the room. Jungkook, the youngest one opens every door for him and Taehyung set the bed before you can lay down.
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First Meet
Fanfiction*Tip Top Tip Top* 'Park Jimin is Mafia.' - Why are your cheeks reddish?- Omg!!! These are the most beautiful eyes, I have ever seen. Those puppy eyes, I can never forget. *giggles* -------------I saw blood-------------- Eommaaaaaaaa, I can't lose yo...