Bronseele

Can't get you out of my head (HSR)

It was the middle of the night but the Silver haired woman wasn't asleep, she sat up as she hugged her knees. No one would see her here, no one would panic over her here, no one would see her in her current state.. no one would be worried for her, they'd all think that she was asleep but she just misses the underworlder woman and her mother so much it hurts.

It hurts so much that sometimes she couldn't even breathe as she could keep feeling her heart ache. She wished that she could save them both, but she didn't, she didn't, she didn't.. She didn't save them, how could this silvermane even protect the entire Belobog when she couldn't SAVE her own MOTHER and LOVER. Just how could this new recently made leader even protect the whole Belobog..? Just what was she even made for..? What even is her worth?

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''Mother, when I became the next Supreme Guardian, will you help me lead?'' Little Bronya spoke out as she saw Cocolia smile as she nodded. ''My Daughter, I'll teach you how to lead, and if you need help, I'll be there for you.. Don't ever forget that'' Bronya's Mother spoke out as she hugged Bronya. ''But, what if you're gone? What if I can't lead when you're gone..?'' Little Bronya asked as she wrapped her arm around Cocolia's arm that is hugging her

''When I'm gone, you'll know how to lead already. Just don't forget that I'm always by your side, even when I'm gone I'll always watch over you, my daughter.'' Cocolia said, trying her best to comfort her dear daughter. ''Promise you'll always watch over me, even when you're gone..?'' The little one asked again, Cocolia was quite concerned about the questions that her daughter asked, but she knows that children have a lot of questions for the world, so it's not a surprise that Bronya is asking her these questions.

''I promise I'll always watch over you, even when I'm gone.'' Cocolia promised her little one, which made the small silver haired girl feel comforted by her Mother's words as she smiled softly and whispered 'Thank You, Mother.' Just loud enough for Cocolia to hear. Cocolia smiled from hearing it as she kissed Bronya on the forehead.

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''Bronya, are you sure you can keep working like this..? It looks like you haven't slept at all and your hands are shaking..'' Seele asked the Silvermane, concerned for her dear lover's health, she doesn't want to wake up and find Bronya in a very sick state afterall.

''Seele, I'm fine.. I'm almost done with the documents, so why don't you wait for a while then we can go and cuddle?'' The Silver Haired girl spoke out which made Seele grabbed a chair and sat beside Bronya as she watched Bronya work, it can be quite boring to watch the Silvermane work but at the same time she just like being beside Bronya which made it less boring

When Bronya was finished with her work, they both got out of Bronya's workplace and went to their shared room and cuddled, finding comfort in each other's body as they slowly fell asleep, but the Underworlder woman is still worried over the recently made Ruler as she couldn't stop herself from speaking out. ''Bronya, if you need help or anything, please don't be afraid to call me or anyone to help you out. You're not alone, remember that Bronya..'' Seele spoke out, comforting Bronya. She wanted to add 'Promise?' in the end but she didn't wanna make Bronya felt like she had more responsibility to carry

''I will, Seele.. Thanks for being here for me..'' Bronya spoke out, thanking her dear lover as they both smiled at each other and shared a kiss, ''I love you, Bronya.. Don't ever forget that'' Seele spoke out which made Bronya blush ''I love you too, Seele'' Bronya replied and both of them shared one last kiss before going back to cuddling and sleeping.

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Bronya almost remembered about the day the accident happened as she took a deep breath and forced herself to shut down as she laid on the bed and cried herself to sleep. She couldn't stop herself from missing the 2 people she loved the most, they'll always be stuck in her mind and she'll always remember them every.single.night.