Jeremike (Not An Off Title)

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When I woke up in the morning, I looked around myself. I wasn't in the living room. It looked like a bedroom, his bedroom. Jeremy was hugging me from behind. I got butterflies and felt that I was blushing. He was softly breathing into my hair. I hope he didn't struggle too much to carry me to his bed, I would feel bad then, he should've just let me sleep on the couch.

I wonder if he's hugging me on purpose or accidentally. I was enjoying it though, the feeling that someone cares about me is wonderful. Since he "left" my life I didn't get that feeling, and it's been like four years. They moved away a few weeks before my birthday and we haven't talked since then. I've missed him, a lot. He was my only friend back then and we've been best friends since kindergarten. He was supporting me a lot. I eventually started to catch feelings for him. When we were around 9-12 we started to cuddle every night that we were together, I think that's when I started to catch feelings but I didn't understand them yet. And now, that I'm with him again, I feel like I still love him (romantically). But I doubt that he feels the same. I was enjoying that he was cuddling me again but then after a while he got up and left the room.

I stayed in his bed for another like ten minutes and then I got up and went to his kitchen for a glass of water. He was cooking breakfast. "Oh, good morning." he smiled when he noticed me. "Good morning." I smiled back at him. "Are you hungry?"

I nodded and went to his sink. "Uh.. Where do you have glasses?" I quietly asked. He pointed at one of the cabinets. "Thanks."

He smiled and continued cooking breakfast. I took the glass and filled it with water and drank like an half of it. "You can sit on the counter if you want." he said without lifting up his head. I sat on the counter and watched him cook."How did you sleep?"

"Not bad, you?" I had the best sleep in months, maybe years. "Not bad. You still look so peaceful when you sleep." he looked at me and gave me a heartwarming smile. I definitely blushed. Then I smiled back. "You were watching me sleep?" I teasingly asked. He nodded. "Not in a weird way though, I used to watch you sleep when we were "kids" for a while. You were and still are really cute when you're sleeping."

"Define 'a while'." I felt that I was blushing a lot. "Less than twenty seconds." he smiled. I smiled back. He then looked back at the pan. "What are you cooking?"

"Just pancakes and fried eggs, I hope you like it."
"Mhm, I love pancakes." I smiled again. He kept focusing on the pan so he was lookingndown but I noticed that he smiled.

He cooked it in like fifteen or twenty minutes, I don't even know. We sat behind the table and ate in silence. I actually like to stay quiet most of the time, I'm glad that Jeremy isn't pushy so he didn't force me to talk when I don't want to.
"It's really good." I smiled at him when I ate like a half. "I'm glad." he smiled back.

After we ate, he washed the dishes and I quietly watched him again. "What do you want to do now,Mikey?"
"I don't know." I felt that i was blushing. "Wanna watch a movie?" he suggested. I nodded and we went to his room. We lied down on his bed, I was lying really closely to him. "What are we going to watch?" I asked. "What about a horror?"

I hate horrors, and he knows that. "Okay..."
He got up and turned on a horror (which name I forgot) and lied down next to me again. "I really like this one."

"Jez?" I asked after like half an hour of watching it. He looked at me. "Hm?"
"A weird request but... Can I hug you? I'm kinda scared." I muttered. "Sure" he smiled and put his arm around me. I felt that I was blushing, I looked back at the TV so he wouldn't notice. I then snuggled a bit closer and hugged him.

After the first jumpscare, I refused to watch it. "Mike, come on! It's not that bad."

"You can watch it, but I'm not gonna watch it." I looked away and rested my head "on" his chest. He sighed but didn't say anything. After a few minutes I fell asleep again. I was really tired.