kazuscara Angst♡.

Exposition.

Authors note:)

⚠️Warning for themes of addiction, violence, kidnaping, and some other themes that may be unpleasant to some readers.⚠️

Just a heads up this is the modernist AU with the idol groups, Even though they'll be barely mentioned they're still a part of the story I'd like to keep in for writing purposes:) Also some information about this Au:
Fatui members in this universe are actually just really respected veterans and the reason they're so respected is because the training they go through is supposed to be very brutal so keep that knowledge in mind, theirs also more than 1 idol group! Also just Incase you didn't read the description, I don't claim to be professional and I don't really write fanfiction often. I just couldn't get this idea out of my head so I figured why not do this instead. Please enjoy:)

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"hey where are you."

"It's so late at night it's almost 4am"

"Relax I'm just smoking outside."

"SCARA."

"I've got something on my mind okay?"

"You quit smoking a long time ago, you should stay like that..."

"You smoke weed."

"Weed isn't gonna make my lungs come out in my vomit."

"That's disgusting"

"And I don't have lungs"

"Just come in the house quickly."

"I miss you."

"I love you."

"I love you to."

Kazuha turned of his phone and rolled over in his bed. He was not looking forward to trying to sleep alone. Kazuha, instead of trying to go to bed, asks himself "why would Scara do that to him?" Kazuha 100% knew that Scaramouche knows about his very bad separation anxiety. Plus Scara barely ever smoked anymore. It was all too confusing for him, nothing made sense. Kazuha had experienced a similar feeling whenever Tomo died. Nothing made sense to him, He felt alone.
And afraid.
He ended up taking some sleeping medication to put him at ease enough to sleep. Something just felt wrong though, even drifting off he wondered when his wandering partner would be back.

He just wanted him safe.

------------wanderer's perspective.------------

"What does he want."

"Seriously can't I just have some peace and privacy.."

Scara- or in this case Wanderer, thought long and hard. About what kazuha could possibly be worried about with him. He was a literal veteran, it isn't like he couldn't protect himself. Deep down wanderer did know that Kazuha was only worried because of what happened to Tomo. The idol life wasn't exactly hard for wanderer, but it wasn't pleasant sometimes. He just needed a little stress relief, even though it'd only last a few minutes. As for what happened to Tomo...Wanderer doesn't know all the details but he does know Tomo was really caught up in some tight shit, He had a pretty bad street reputation because of how much he revolted against figures like the Yakuza and different gangs, He also sometimes would loose himself to gambling witch led to some pretty bad debt obviously. The story kazu had told him was that he gambled in the wrong area, and the people who he owed money, plus the people who just didn't like him ganged up on him. They didn't get their money and Tomo didn't get out alive. Some kind of Yakuza lady was his main person to revolt against, He didn't like how she was running her business...in return she made sure he didn't have to worry about it ever again. All the poor dude wanted was some justice. he still doesn't have what he originally wanted though.

My train of thought was stopped.
What the hell- who the hell was watching me.
I made sure to look around.
What was going on
I was trying not to panic..but my heart was beating out of my chest.
This is the first time in a while I've been this scared.

I know that someone is after me.
Some crazy guy looking to dismember me and "study" my body. Pretty sure he's just some weirdo cannibal freak. He keeps sending me letters leading up to I guess now. He was taunting me with them.

"Wanderer,
I know where you are~♡
Please don't hide from me!
We've been looking for you for so long. Whenever I get my hands on you,
I'll be forever respected! ♡
Don't you want me to be
the best? ෆ⁠╹⁠ ⁠.̮⁠ ⁠╹⁠ෆ
You know who I am. ♡
-Doctor.♡"

And your probably wondering, why does wanderer keep saying he?
Well, wanderer had a good idea of who it might have been.

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"1"
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"2"
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"Boo!"