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Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart. — William C. Hannan

I was born into a family that didn't love me

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I was born into a family that didn't love me. My mom and dad gave me away at 5 years old after they told me that they would love me forever. The voices in my head seem to never stop telling me

It was all your fault.

He died because of you.

They don't love you.

You don't deserve love or happiness.

You're not enough.

You will never be enough.

You will never have anyone who loves you.

They never loved you and never will.

You deserve everything that has happened to you.

You won't amount t-

My thoughts were cut off by the son of a bitch Seth bursting into my room yelling as always.

Abuse scene:

" WHY IS THERE NO BREAKFAST ON THE DAMN TABLE, YOU WHORE" He roars

My breath gets caught in my throat as I glance at my alarm clock and my eyes widen as I see the time it's 9:00.

I guess I'm getting another "lesson".

He comes up to me, grabs me by my hair, and drags me off my shitty mattress. He slammed my head into the wall and my blood splattered on the wall. My vision started to blur as my head throbbed in pain, But that didn't stop him from " teaching me a lesson".

HE starts to kick my ribs and I'm heaving as my breath gets knocked out of me. He finally stops kicking my ribs and looks down at me with pride.

" NEXT TIME I EXPECT BREAKFAST ON THE TABLE!" He yells in my face

At this point, I'm pissed that I couldn't stop the words from coming out of my mouth.

"Is that all you got bastard," I say, spitting out blood out of my mouth on his face

" WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY!"
He yells, wiping the blood from his face.

" I SAID IS THAT ALL YOU GOT BASTARD!," I yell back at him getting even more pissed off

He pulls me up from the ground and starts to punch me. He soon leaves the room as if nothing happened, I'm surprised he stopped so early. But I guess I spoke too soon when he came back in with a knife in hand.

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