⚠️Includes
Body dysmorphia
Starvation
Depression
Anxiety
Major Angst ofc
Smut towards the end
Body shaming
Grinding
Blow job
Water masturbation
3rd person pov
Kami looked in the mirror. He took off his shirt and ran his hands over his chest and down to his stomach. Over his hips and back up his torso. He sighed as tears started to build up his eyes. I'm not skinny enough. Kirishima thinks I'm ugly, disgusting even. He though while putting his shirt back on.
Kirishima hadn't talk to Kaminari for almost a month now. Everything had been fine until one night. Kiri and Kami were cuddling in Kiri's dorm. Kami was rambling on and on about something mina had told him. Little did Kami know, kirishima had had a very rough day and was not in a good mood. "And that's when h-." "Oh my god Kaminari, I don't care! Do you even shut up?" Kirishima had cut Kaminari off. Kami looked like his heart had just shattered. "Oh...sorry" Kami said, snuggling close to kiri, but his effort when to no avail when Kirishima pushed him away. Kirishima didn't realize how hard he had pushed Kami until it was to late. Kaminari had been pushed into the bed frame, his nose hitting it dead on. Kaminari screamed as blood came flowing out of his nose. Kirishima's eyes widened and he sat up. Before he could say anything, deku, uraraka, and Iida were already opening his door and running over to a uncontrollable sobbing Kaminari. "Kaminari! We must get you to recovery girl immediately!" Iida said picking Kami up. Kami was screaming and crying. "I-it hurts!!" He cried out. He was shaking and screaming. Kirishima's eyes were widened with fear. He didn't mean to hurt Kami. He loved him. Kaminari had broken his nose from that. Ever since then they hadn't talked or hung out, besides from seeing each other in the halls.
Maybe he pushed me away because I was to fat. Maybe I'm not muscular enough. I'll get muscles and lose weight just for him! Then maybe he'll love me like he used too! Kami though, running to the small gym the school had to offer. Kami spend all his time working out, trying to build up some muscles. In the process he had been forgetting to eat, as he was constantly working out. After about a month of this, he had gained a little muscle but nothing close to what he wanted. He stepped onto the scale and it read 83lbs. Dammit! I'm not skinny enough! This had Kaminari skipping every meal. He wasn't eating and working out constantly. Soon he was losing sleep because he would work out until late and wake up early to work out more. A few more weeks passed and Kaminari had put on a bit more muscle. His weight was at 68.4lbs. He still felt he wasn't skinny enough, even though you could see his bones. Kaminari had gotten a few compliments on his new body type which made him feel a bit better.
"Have you seen Kami? He looks horrible!" Mina said to Sero. "I know, I'm worried for him man" "what are you guys talking about?" Kirishima said, turning his attention to his friends. "How do you not know? He's your bf!" Mina said, looking worried. Kirishima looked lost. "Have you seen how skinny he is?!" Sero said. "He's practically skin and bones!" Kirishima thought back to the last time he remembered seeing Kaminari. It was just yesterday in the hall, he hadn't look different at all, though kiri payed little attention to him. "I mean it can't be that bad right?" Kirishima said, though it sounded like he was trying to convince himself. Mina and Sero just looked at him and walked away, still talking about it. Kirishima felt guilt fill his gut. He had to find Kaminari. He went to his dorm, only to find he wasn't there. He went into the common room and asked, "hey do any of you know where Kaminari is?" He got a few no's, but Iida did say he saw him heading to the gym on his way in. "Thanks" kiri said and ran off to find his lover. He walked into the gym to see Kami doing sit-ups. He was counting. "203, 204, 205, 206, 2-." "Kami?" He was cut off. "Oh hey! Sorry I didn't see you come in. Kirishima looked shocked. His hands started shaking a little. Kiri walked over and wrapped his hands around Kami's ,now smaller, upper waist. "May...may I take a look?" Kiri said, pulling at Kami's shirt with one hand. "Yeah of course!" Kami said pulling off his shirt. Kirishima looked horrified. He let go of Kami and backed away, covering his mouth with one hand. Oh no...he hates it...he hated me! Even more than he did before! Oh why did I do this?! Stupid ADHD! Stupid me! Stupid stupid STUPID!! He hadn't realized he had been rambling this out loud. He felt hands being placed on his cheeks. He looked up to see kiri. "Baby why'd you do this...you look very pretty but I loved you before just as much..." he said, smiling and kissing Kami's forehead. Kami just looked down. He now felt bad for what he had done. "When's the last time you ate darling?" That nickname made his heart flutter. "About a week ago..." Kami mumbled. Kiri sighed. "Let's go get you some food okay?" Kami nodded and walked with kiri to get food.
After an hour of kiri asking Kami questions while he was eating, they were in Kami's room, cuddling. Kiri went to sit up and Kami flinched. This made Kiri instantly feel guilty again. "I'm so sorry denks... I never meant to hurt you, I was just having a rough day and it want because of you I jus-." Kiri was cut off by Kami kissing him, while getting on his lap, straddling kiri. Kami pulled away and leaned to the side, leaving his neck exposed. Kiri took this as an invitation to start kissing and sucking on Kami's neck, leaving hickeys and bite marks. Kami softly moaned at the feeling. Once kiri was satisfied he pulled Kami into another kiss. As this was happening, he slide under Kami's shirt and starting messing with one of his nippled. This made Kami gasp, allowing kiri to slide his tongue into the kiss. Kami start to slowly grind onto kiri, letting out a small moan as he pulled away from the kiss. Kiri leaned down to leave more love marks on Kami. They started picking up their pace, it starting to get sloppy and rough. "Hah.." Kami panted. "S-so good!" He moaned out, right into Kiri's ear. This made kiri even harder. Kami couldn't take it anymore. He got off Kiri's lap and unzipped Kiri's pants. Before kiri could even react, Kami was sucking him off. He swirled his tongue around, thanking god for not giving him a bad gag reflex. "A-ah.." kiri moaned quietly. This made Kami excited. This excitement caused his hand that we're holding him up to slip out and cause him to deep throat Kiri's member. "Gah...ngh.." kiri let out at this action. He couldn't help but buck his hips up, now slightly fucking Kami's mouth. Soon enough kiri came and Kami swallowed it. Kami then got back on kiri and straddled him again. He lifted himself up and aligned kiri with his hole. He then slammed down, screaming at the pleasure. Kiri wrapped his hands around Kami's waist and continued slamming the smaller male down. "Gah! Eijrou! Fuck!" He moaned, though it came out as more of a scream. Kami wrapped his arms around Kiri's neck and legs around his waist. He started humping his boyfriend, moaning loud. "I'm c-clo- ah!" Kami moaned, not being able to finish his sentence. "Ngh..m-me too" kiri said, moaning slightly at how tight Kami was becoming, though he continued thrusting. "Cum for me baby" kid whispered into Kami's ear. The nickname plus a hard slamming thrust pushed him overboard and he came all over Kiri's chest. Kiri continued thrust, almost at his own climax. "G-god! Fill me u-up!" Kami screamed as kiri came inside of him. After a few seconds for them to come down from their high, kiri pulled out. Kami lied down, while kiri got up and walked out and over to the bathtub. He put a small amount of bubble bath in the tub and turned the water on. He let it fill up as he grabbed Kami and sat him in the tub. "Hey baby?" Kiri said. "Hm?" Kami hummed in response. "Are you up to try something new?" Kiri said with a smirk. Kami laughed and nodded. Kiri smiled and got in with Kami. "Put your legs up and lean your ass against the tub walls." Kami did as told, still confused though. Little did he know kiri had just aligned his hole with a bath jet. Kiri set the jet to the highest pressure and turn it on. Kamis eyes went widen. "AH!" He moaned. "F-fuck!" Kami said. He was squirming even though he liked it. Kiri just held him there and watched. Kiri started pulling Kami's body back and slamming it into the slightly textured jet. "E-Ei! It's t-too mu-much!" Kami moaned very loud. "Keep going baby you're doing so well" he said kissing Kami's forehead. This however did not calm Kami down one bit. His legs were shaking violently and he was a moaning mess. "Harder! Slam me harder!" Kami yelled. Kiri did as asked and slammed Kami harder. "AH! FUCK! CUMMING!" Kami scream-moaned, releasing onto his own chest. Kiri turned the jets off and pulled Kami onto his back. Kami was exhausted and eventually fell asleep while kiri cleaned him up. Kiri gently washed Kami's hair, massaging his head as he went. Once they were completely done, kiri dried and clothed them. He lied Kami down on the bed and cuddled close to him. Kami snuggled into Kiri's chest and kiri soon fell asleep as well.
