Soulmate • Minghwa

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SEONGHWAS POV

Seeing how wrecked Mingi is just from a broken heart kills me, and knowing that my soulmate probably has one too makes me feel guilty. My soulmate could be lyingninbbed unable to get up because they're so sad, just like Mingi, because of me. So, knowing how much it's hurt for them to have a broken heart, I ripped my band aid off, revealing my initials. Deep blue. Very sad.

Even if I wish I didn't have a soulmate, I still want to make the broken heart go away. Sometimes, if a soulmate begins to think about and love their soulmate again, a broken heart will start to fade and eventually disappear. That's my goal. I don't feel so shitty knowing that I at least tried.

MINGIS POV

I couldn't bring myself to look at any of my tattoos since everything happened. But today, I needed to. The curiosity of how my soulmate felt was itching st me, eating at me like a parasite from the inside. So while no one was in the room, I lifted up my shirt and looked down at my initials. They were a dark purple, which represent fear or worry. The other tattoos were still there, including the huge broken heart- I was hoping it's face away quickly.

Before I could dwell any longer I put my shirt back down and snuggled into the blanket next to me. I wrslled my legs around it, like I was a Koala. I wish I could cuddle my soulmate like this, but I don't think he even wants to meet me at this point.

SEONGHWAS POV, A FEW DAYS LATER

I haven't covered my initials for days, and people were starting to notice. Some thought that if gotten my soulmate, so I wanted to show my initials off, and some though that I just ran out if band aids to use. They were still a deep blue, making me feel even guiltier, even if I didn't know for sure that my soulmate was sad because they'd gotten s broken heart. The only reason I thought it might be a possibility is because Mingi reminded me that sometimes it does happen. Sometimes shirt happened and you can't even control it.

Something I've found weird though, is that throughout the day I've missed Mingi more than I would if he was just taking one day off. I felt lonely without him, and like I had no one to hang out, even if me and Hongjoong still hung out when we could.

Why does my heart ache for him?
Pang for him?
Feel for him ?

Need him?