Apologize

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Ace's pov....

I really didn't Meant to say that,it's just I don't believe him anymore... but I know whatever I said was wrong...I don't care how much I hate him but that was wrong...

I followed him only because he was sick and saw him crying in Blue's room... walking closer I held his hands but he began to push me away...

"I hate you" he yelled trying to push me away but I just pulled him up and  he began to punch his hands but I held it... walking in my bedroom I place him on my bed and covered him with blanket

"Why do care now? Go " he yelled and I just wanted to laugh at his words because I hate him as much as I use to love him... nothing that describe my hatred for this guy...and he thinks that I care...

"Believe me,I don't care all I want is you to die as soon as possible " I said and he Again made a sad face but I don't care...

"Then go away,I have decided I will leave this house tomorrow... What if that guy again try to do that...I don't believe you anymore" he said looking at me with disappointment...

"whether you believe me or not but I just asked oscar to take care of you...I never did that,I swear to god" I explained myself not because I care it's just because I want to make myself clear...

"Whatever! Let me sleep for now" saying that he turned around to another side...I also walked out and told one of our guard to take Oscar to take him out...I mean I really don't care whether he's dead or alive...but he should be out of this house and my sight...

"This is a clear warning for you all don't ever dare to touch Nora... he's our family member...and no matter what happens don't even look at him" I said and all the guards nodded...I returned back and saw him still sleeping...I was getting tired too so I sat down near this guy and soon even I fell asleep...

Waking up I saw him still sleeping and he wasn't even moving so I kinda got scared...I mean I really don't care but I mean my mom will scold me and I don't want that...

And I checked his nose and hopefully he was still breathing...aishhh...

I walked towards drawer to take out medicine for him and saw him sitting down on the bed holding his head...

"What happened?" I asked because I can sense he's not feeling well and it's making me worried..

"N-nothing..it's just my head hurts " he said looking all pale...

" If you want to go to hospital you can...I won't stop u" I said

"No need,Where's my medicine?" He asked looking at me and I pulled out medicine from my box and handed it to him....he ate a cookie and then took his medicine...

"Sleep for now, call me if you need anything" saying that I handed him room telephone and walked out locking the door from outside... it feels like my past where we use to stay together and I use to go out after locking him up...it's all changed now...

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As I returned back from the kitchen I hurriedly opened the door and saw him still sleeping...

I asked our house help to serve him because I don't want him to think that I made this for him walking in she served him food but that guy was to reluctant to wake up... finally he does woke up and began to eat his food silently...

After finishing his food,he himself took shower and came out...

"Where are you going?"

"I m going in my room... I know you don't care but still you don't need to bother"

" Don't go... What if someone" before I can say anything he cut me off...

" Don't worry I m use to it now... It's ok... Now I think I m born as a boy toy so it's ok even if anyone rape me or do something bad..." Saying that he began to go out when I held his hands and pushed him down on the bed... "just rest here Nd dare not to go out" I told him bending down to cover him and he Again began to cry burrying his face into his pillow...

"I m sorry,I m really sorry but don't treat me like this...kill me , beat me but don't,it hurts,it really hurts...I m really not feeling good... atleast for that take care of me... just for now... otherwise call Blue... i-i swear I m not feeling well " he cried more and more so I held his hands...

" What happened? What do you need?" I asked and this stupid guy Hugged me sobbing badly...

"Nothing happened just stay with me...feed me and cuddle with me... don't leave me alone... I m here in this world for very short period already" his sentence made me little but confuse...

" What do you mean?" I asked....

"Don't you know I have heart can...I mean broken heart" he said looking at me suddenly and released my body...

"Don't lie tell me the real truth" he always behave wierd while telling lies but now I can't even judge that, because he was always lying...

"N-nothing it's just I have a small tumour in heart and it will be ok after a small surgery"

" What do u mean? When did you knew about it?"

" It's nothing anyways let me sleep" he tries to ditch my question...

" I will tell blue about it... tell me the truth" my heart started beating faster as I don't want it to get true what I was thinking...

"Ace I have heart cancer it's  3rd stage now and I won't live for a long time" he said and I don't know why but all of my emotions flew down and I began to cry...

I hugged him tightly holding his body...

"No no tell me you are lying...say it's a prank...Nora baby please I love you... please don't say it...I really love you... please I m sorry...slap me please don't say it,I m tea sorry please don't"I cried like a child and he began to laugh holding my face...

"I m joking...I don't have any disease...I never knew you still love me" he said laughing looking at me, that's how he's...he always play with my emotions and I hate it now...

" You really don't have any disease?" I asked getting Angry and he held his face as he thought I will slap him but I just pulled him into a kiss...

"Although I hate you but my real self never want you to get into something like that... don't ever joke like that,no matter how much I say I love you and will always love you ..I may hurt you but can never loose you  " I cried saying all that when I realised that I don't need to show my weaker side because then he will again play with my feelings

"You think I care? You think I was  really crying for you? Then sorry I don't give a fuck about you...I knew a pathetic guy like you won't die and even if you die I don't care" saying that I stood up when this guy held my hands...

" You really don't care?" He asked looking into my eyes and I just left that place because I don't maybe ..

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