THE SUN to My FLOWER🌻

Letters

Moons pov...

Next day I got ready and everyone came to drop me even that Blue came...

"Byee byee everyone... Don't worry i will be back soon" I badly don't want to leave this place but still...

Before leaving I was feeling so sad and I looked around and the person came to my mind was Blue and I looked at him... I shrugged my thoughts and looked at Noah... Whom I actually like... Yeah I realised yesterday that Noah is the one for me... He gave me my favourite ring which I have always manifested or you can say dreamt that my lover would give me...it's not a dream I mean I have literally dreamt about it in my sleep...His words that he wrote for me was so amazing that it made me fall for him... His words weren't unique but somehow I felt so loved and good... That's why I decided to accept his proposal...as he asked me out saying "moon is beautiful phrase..."

I signalled him to come closer and he smiled and I hugged him...

"Yes,I like you too Noah,do you really like me" I asked because I don't want to take it longer...

"I-i mean y-yes, I like you too Moon" he smiled and I hugged him cupping his face with one hand...

"Thanks for liking me back... Let me come back I will propose you better" saying that I turned around and Again turned around and looked at Blue who was looking sad but immediately turned around wiping his cheeks... I waved my hands and left...

During those four months I got one letter each month and felt loved with each words...

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Finally the day came when I returned back and reached home...as usual everyone welcomed me and I was so happy to see them...

I was tired so decided to get rest first but before that I decided to look for that Blue whether he got fine or not because I heard he can move now...yeah it wasn't miracle but regular exercise,I have told them to be strict at first mom disagreed but had to agree and even Blue was trying after I scolded him one day...

I saw he wasn't there so I went back to my room and slept... waking up I went to rooftop with those letters and as soon as I saw Noah I hugged him...

"I Missed you" I said and he hugged me back ruffling my hair...

"I Missed you too Moon...how are you?" He asked smiling at me...

" I m very good all thanks to your letters...it was making me felt at ease...Noah I like you...will you be my boyfriend?" I asked kneeling down...

" Yes you like me and I will be your boy-friend...but you don't love me... And I can't be your lover...we are born to become bestfriends not Boyfriends"he said

" Then why did you wrote these letters?i know these letters are written by you" I said ...

"Yes this is my writing but it's not my words,that ring was given to you by Blue not by me...I didn't told you all that because you went there to work and eventually I thought you would clear this thing with blue but I m not the  one whom you love"

" I like you...I know my feelings...I really do"I said in my loud voice

" You are saying it because you badly want to prove your heart wrong..but this is love,it can't be forced...hold your heart and ask it do u really love me...?do you really feel like a lover with me?  Do u really feel excited or very happy when you hug me?"

" I don't understand"I said and he pulled me into a kiss I stiffened and was too shocked to react...he kissed me for few seconds and then pulled away.....

"When I was kissing you,you didn't even budge to kiss me back ...do you feel excited or happy?"I mean I did felt shocked and my heartbeat started beating faster but I didn't felt happy or excited...it felt like I was doing something wrong...m I lying to myself...

"But I feel happy when I m with you" I said

"I feel happy when I m with Blue that doesn't mean I love Blue...ok tell me my favourite icecream?"

" Umm maybe chocolate Icecream" I said guessing it..

" Ok my favourite colour or anything?" He asked and I failed because I never really paid attention to it...

"I can't understand anything" I said holding my head when he ruffled my hair...

" Don't worry I feel the same when I m with you...even earlier i thought I like you but when you went away I felt sad but eventually I was happy that you are doing your work but the one I love when he got away from me it still hurt me...I still miss him"

" Do you love Alex?" I asked raising my eyebrows and he nodded...

" Do u want me to tell him? You should tell Him,I can assure he love you too" I said because I badly want to see him happy...

"Look you didn't felt hurt when you got to know that I love Alex...you just want me to be with my lover... don't worry moon...if I m Destined to be with him then I will, for now go back and rest...I m going for an important match today" he said tapping my shoulder...

" Should I drop you?" I asked casually and he shook his head...

" My team is coming to pick me up don't worry and don't force yourself moon... listen to what your heart says because it maybe on your left but it's always right? isn't it?" He asked and I nodded making faces...
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I returned back to my room and washed my face because somehow his kiss did made me feel wierd...it's the feeling when your bestfriend kisses you and you feel like vomiting...I was just thinking that I like him but he's right I don't love him, because I didn't felt bad and never really missed him terribly like I did with Blue when he's not around but those letters why did blue wrote it? Even if he did..I don't care...

I took out those letters and burnt them all.. maybe I can't love anyone else but i wouldn't ever love him too.. earlier I was little bit sympathetic but now when he's fine..I need to plan how to hurt him and make him regret whatever he did to me...