Monstrance clock [Dew drop ghoul x Aether ghoul]

chapter 17

Sodo's pov

I walked down the steps in the bus, I walked through the sitting room and looked at everyone, they were all also looking at him, I stopped and frowned, "What?" I asked whilst shrugging my shoulders, Jutty frowned, he walked over to me and put his arm around my shoulders, he then forced me to walk into the kitchen area, i looked up at him funny, he looked down at me and frowned again, i was obviously a small bit confused, but anyway, once we reached the kitchen he sat down on one of stools by the counter, i stood Infront of him, "What?" I asked again, he smiled softly then frowned again, he patted my shoulder and then kept a tight grip of my shoulder, "look" he said softly, I stood still with a small frown on my face, "I know your upset and everything.. but that doesn't mean you need to cut us all off and just.. well sleep all day and not talk to anyone" his eyes were soft and he looked sad, I gave him a funny look and blinked seven times, "What do you mean?" I asked crossing my arms, "Well, I mean what I mean, y'know you haven't been talking or  lately with any of us..."  I paused for a second as i heard his words repeat in my head, "Well, obviously.." i replied in a sassy tone, at this point i was really confused, I'm not to sure why they can't just leave me alone, it did piss me off a bit and i wanted to rest so i would have enough energy for tomorrow, I had to get up early tomorrow aswell because of the plane we had to catch over to England for the festival, and so i explained this to Jutty but he wasn't taking any of it for some reason, it was almost like he was trying to get me out of bed, I was gob-smacked when a few horribly words blurted out his mouth, "Do you not love us as much as you love Chris?" He asked, my jaw dropped, like literally, I blinked like twelve times with my hand on my heart, I then stopped and paused, "Obviously I love him more than any of you's.. it's like you and your lover, no?" I replied, he sighed and nodded his head, "Yeh, I guess so... But i was just making sure you were okay.. y'know" he ended that and left the kitchen area, I looked around the room then pinched my arm to make sure I wasn't dreaming, sadly i wasn't dreaming, *how was he even asking if I was okay? He literally asked why i was sad.. not if I was okay.." I said to myself, I walked out the area and through the settee area then up the stairs, I crawled into my bed and closed the curtain, I lay down and got comfortable before closing my eyes.....

I'ma skip like until the end of the tour 👍👍so uhm yeh🥲help me please, i don't know if this makes sense or anything but idrc but i do care so yeh😡😭😨🤭🥲👍