can we be the perfect two?

Chapter 4

"so girl tell me what happen last night. umalis kaya agad kayo ni matteo."

"unexpectedly fun trixie. it was fun having his company last night."

di ko rin inaasahan but i enjoyed being with him to the point na di na ako nalungkot na di nakapunta si Francis but dont get me wrong. Si francis pa rin ang mahal ko.

(Flashback)

we left the school without asking for permission.

sana di ako mapagalitan nila maam and sir.

but whatever minsan masaya rin na may adventure ang life noh!

"matt saan tayo pupunta?"

pero ayun naglalakad lang kami.

hawak pa rin niya yung kamay ko.

yes hawak niya but walang meaning toh ok?

after 15 minutes of walking.

andito kami sa tapat ng isang closed theme park?

"matt sarado po yung park? so? anong gagawin natin dito?"

bigla na lang niyang inakyat yung gate o.o

"tara bee."

bee?

as ing bubuyog?!

"anong bee ka jan!"

"shhh wag kang maingay."

"what do you think aakyat ako? hello for your info nakaheels ako at nakagown."

and then he opened the door.

okay.

now what?

sinusundan ko lang siya.

sumakay siya ng ferris wheel.

"come sit."

"soooooo?"

i mean ewan ko im so curious about what he said a while ago.

"about what i said. can i ask you a favor?"

una sumama sa kanya.

now a favor?

ganun na ba kami kaclose.

"okay."

"i really need someone to talk to but promise me after this night we'll forget about this talk."

oh well. im not looking forward din naman to have a conversation like this with him in the future.

"yes of course."

he looked at me in the eyes.

and sincerely smiled like he was so comfortable which makes me comfortable too.

"i have this girl who i really like i mean love."

"and?"

"but we cant be together."

"showbiz? long distance?"

he sighed bigtime.

"my brother."

ha? kapatid niya?

"what about him?"

"my brother is his boyfriend."

"wait. yung taong mahal mo may boyfriend which is your brother? am i right?"

"unfortunately yes."

oh great that was really unfortunate.

"hey wag mo kong kaawaan. miss. kasalanan ko rin naman eh."

"bat naman?"

"i pushed her away."

then an unexpected motions were done.

tears fell in his cheeks.

my hands wrapped around him, in short i hugged him.

and he hugged me back.

(End of Flashback)

asan na kaya si Francis.

he owe me a bigtime explanation.

"hi bea. im really sorry last night. may emergency kasi sa bahay and i cant leave the the house. dumating ba si matteo?"

may valid reason naman pala si francis eh :")

"oo dumating siya. no its okay. i had fun with him naman. atleast gumawa ka pa rin ng paraan at di ako loner last night. okay na ba sa inyo ngayon?"

"yes thank you and sorry ulit. tara na pasok na tayo?"

and by that pumasok na kami.

i dont know but i cant stop thinking about matt.

"miss bea are you with us?"

opps.

"yes maam."

"so do you agree to this fundraising concert? mr. francis will ask matteo to have a duet with you."

duet with him?

with matt?

diba dapat mainis ako?

i hate him diba?

why does it feels good to see him again?

"sure maam."

at ayun there dicussing about it.

si francis dapat ang over all in charge kaso he's not available so si trixie na lang tutal mahilig naman siya sa ganito social gatherings.

busy na silang lahat planning lalo na si best.

"bea. bigay ko nalang number mo kay matteo ha?"

"sige para mapractice ko na rin yung kanta."

"ano bang kanta gusto mo?"

what song nga ba? di naman kasi ako mahilig sa duet eh.

"pagusapan nalang siguro namin."

"galit ka ba sakin?"

"ha? bat naman ako magagalit sayo?"

"sa di pagpunta nung opening night? para kasing wala kang ganang kausapin ako?"

oo nga.

dapat diba magtatalon ako sa tuwa?

im talking to francis.

"no im not. di lang maganda pakiramdam ko."

"gusto mo dalhin kita sa clinic?"

"its okay. una na ako francis. ingat"

"pagaling ka!"

bat ba ganito?

paulit ulit yung hugging scene namin.

(calling 09*********)

"hello?"

"bee is that you?"

"matt?"

"yup. so anong kakantahin natin?"

"uhmm di ko pa rin alam."

"san ba pedeng magusap?"

"our house? pagod na rin kasi ako."

"osige ill pick you up."

IM NOT REALLY FEELING WELL.

there's butterflies in my stomach.

bea gutom lang yan.