He Stoled My Vaginity

chapter four

He pushed me to the ground, tore my dress and forced himself on me.
I broke down into hot tears has he banged so hard on me .
Will I ever be able to marry Raymond again?
I have no idea how worthless I feel right now.
I cried out but no one was there to render help.
After some minutes, he stopped and wore his clothes back.
He looked at me and smiled, Rina I didn't know someone like you still exist.
I kept looking at him with tears flowing down my face.
I stood up, my clothes was stained with blood.
I faced him and didn't know when I broke into tears, I really wanted to say something but no word came at the moment.
This man has ruined my life.
I moved closer to him and held his clothes tight.
Rina!
Stop doing this to my clothes, stop he yelled.
I faked a smile, why did you rape me?
Why did you rape me?
Rina!
Leave my clothes, leave my clothes.
What have I done to deserve this?
You intentionally gave me assignment you knew I can never get the answer.
You did it intentionally, you did it intentionally I cried.
Rina! See I love you but don't know how to say it,  I knew with the help of the assignment, I'll definitely have my way.
It's because of the love I have for you.
The love you have for me?
So you raped me because you love me?
Oh my God! Oh my God!
I banged the table angrily.
Rina, you are shouting.
Remember to this is an office.
People around might hear you.
Do you know how I felt right now?
Do you know the damages you've caused into my life?
I'll make sure you never go scot-free.
I'll make sure I ruined your life and carrier.
Rina are you threatening me? What did you mean by ruining my Carrier? I only raped you, I didn't murder you now.
I faked a smiled and felt a sharp pain under.
I screamed,  I'll make sure you regret ever doing this to me.
You think it's everyone you can rape and go Scot free.
I Rina will be the last one.
I walked out angrily out of his office.
I looked around and noticed people were not looking at me.
I couldn't control my tears as I ran towards our hostel.
I got there,sat on the ground and started hitting myself hard not minding the pain I was going through.
Why do I have to be rape?
Why?
When I think am about to get what have been longing for.
This man ruined everything, how will I tell my parents I loose my virginity?
Will I ever be able to utter it out.
Am doomed, am doomed.
Raymond! Raymond, how will I tell him I loose my virginity?
How?
This is too much for me oooo, this is just too much.
This man has ruined my future, he has ruined my life.
I sighted Tina coming.
I wiped my tears and quickly rise on my feet.
No! Tina must not know.
She must not know I was raped.
I forced myself up and walked inside.
I went to the bathroom, take my shower and changed my dress.
Rina where have you been since, have been looking for you.
I ignored her, as I cried silently.
Rina are you crying?
What is wrong with you?
Tina can you just let me be, let me be.
She touched my face, God Rina you are crying?
Am your friend for crying out loud.
Talk to me.
Why are you trying to add to my problem?
Tina can you just let me be.
Rina what the hell is wrong with you?
Ever since you came back from your parents house, you've not been yourself.
Hope is not what am thinking?
I screamed, what are you thinking?
Tell me what you are thinking, that am forcing myself on someone who doesn't love me?
Tina for your information, listen well, I'm getting married to Raymond soon.
Do or say whatever you want, I don't bloody care.
I walked to the room angrily.
I got inside and started crying.
What have I gotten myself into?
Should I just call off the wedding? No! I can't.
Should I tell Tina about the rape?
No! I cried out, telling her is like exposing myself.
Should I tell my parents?
No!
No! Mother will definitely call off the wedding.
I don't want to lose Raymond, not now that am getting married to him.
No! Oh my God.
The deeper that sorrow carves into one's life Make it the most of one's regrets; never smother your sorrow, but tend and cherish it till it comes to have a separate and integral interest.
I became depressed, mother called that my introduction and wedding day has been fixed.
I was supposed to be happy but it was the other way round.
Finally it's the day of my wedding.
I wasn't happy and everyone noticed.
My mother ran to me, Rihanna today is your day, why are you sad?
What is wrong?
I kept mute and didn't utter a word.
Father also came to me.
Rihanna aren't you happy you getting married to Raymond?
Tears filled my eyes.
No! No! I know it's not easy, but you have to be happy.
Finally they joined Raymond and I together and pronounce us husband and wife.
Marriages is like a garden,
Will I ever be able to make it grow. But the harvest is rich unto those who patiently and tenderly care for it.

Raymond and I have gotten married, what do you think will happen next?