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Two weeks have passed since we last met. During that time I saw Minho once when we went together with Hyunjin and Jisung on a trip to Busan.
We practically didn't talk at all, and I honestly don't even know why. I was a little sad that things went on like this. It seemed as if nothing had ever happened or as if Minho didn't care about it at all and it was just a one-time adventure for him.
However I couldn't stop thinking about it. I kept feeling his lips on me, kept hearing his voice in my head. It wasn't even about sex per se anymore but about our getting closer to each other. Then, a few hours later, I realized that I had seen a piece of that side of Minho that no one had seen.
And I wanted it to continue. But I didn't know how I should tell him. And what I should tell him at all.
I didn't understand my feelings. I still missed Hyunjin but I still had Minho in my mind and how I felt around him. How safe and comfortable I was with him.
My reflections were interrupted by the ringing of my phone which showed a message. I took the phone in my hand and unlocked it, wanting to read the message. But when I opened it I saw only 'message deleted'. I looked at the contact and what was my surprise when I saw that it was Minho.
For a long time I thought about what I should respond, whether to make a joke or ask if everything was okay. Because of the emptiness in my head, I decided to ignore it, thinking that it was a coincidence
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Immediately after waking up, I felt a huge headache and sore throat. I felt like I had a huge hangover, but that was impossible because I hadn't drunk anything. Especially since today I was supposed to come to the Stray Kids dorm to celebrate the end of their album promotion.
I looked at my phone and was horrified to see the time was 1 pm. I didn't have an appointment until 5 pm but it was unlike me to sleep that many hours.
I rubbed my eyes and got out of bed, shakily walked to the bathroom where I decided to take a quick warm shower in hopes of feeling better. However, that hardly helped so I went to the kitchen to eat something warm and take my medicine.
After making scrambled eggs, I sat on the couch and started watching a movie. When I finished eating I lay down wanting to finish the movie and after that I was going to go start getting ready to go out.
Suddenly when I opened my eyes the movie was gone and when I wanted to take a sip of the tea I had prepared earlier this one was cold. I looked at my phone and saw that it was 55 minutes past 4 pm. I started looking through all the notifications where a couple of them were group chat messages and separate ones from Jisung and Felix asking where I was and what time I would be there.
