She was MINE first

Chapter 8

Jin POV

I ran after jungkook and hwayoung, but they too fast. I sat down on a nearby bench and buried my face into my hands. Why didnt i just break up with Haeun first? I'm so stupid. Now I lost the girl i want to spend my life with. I took put my phone and tried calling Hwayoung......she didn answer. Of course she didnt answer. I trid calling jungkook and he picked up on the 3rd ring.

Why did you call hyung?

Jungkook where are you? Are you with Hwayoung?

Hyung calm down and catch your breath. I am at Hwayoung's house and Hwayoung is in the restroom right now.

........Is she okay?......

Hyung she looks so weak and vunerable right now. Why would you do that?

Jungkook i made a huge mistake okay? Can you please tell her im sorry?

Hyung i have to go check up on hwayoung right now......shes been in the restroom for 20 mins already.Bye..

Nothing happened to hwayoung right? I mean she won't harm herself right? I have to go check on her. I drove to her house and knocked on her door. No one opened the door.... i looked for the key that she always hides when she forgets hers. I found it and unlocked the door. I heard jungkook hitting a door really hard.

HWAYOUNG! OPEN THE DOOR!!

I rushed up the stairs and found jungkook hitting the door and he had a scared look on his face. I told jungkook to stand back and i broke the handle and i opened the door slowly. I walked in and saw hwayoung on the floor with her wrists cut. I looked at her shocked and jungkook rushed to her and picked her up.

Hyung! Hurry and call the ambulance! Why are you just standing there?!

I fumbled with my phone and called the ambulance.

*flashback to the amusement park*

Hwayoung POV

I can't believe it.....was jin just playing with me? Do I look that small and vunerable to him? I was too busy thinking that i ran into a person. I quickly apoligized and walked away. I want to scream and let it all out but i can't. I'm startingto love him....but he loves someone else. I took out my phone and called jungkook.

Jungkook? Where are you?

I just got our food and i'm at the tables. Where did you dissappear to hwayoung?

I'm at the restroom.....Jungkook can we go home? I dont really feel well since i saw something i didnt want to see....

Hwayoung what happened? what did you see?

.....I saw jin with another girl......

..........Okay im coming wait for me there

After jungkook hung up, i sighed. I found a place to sit down and just broke down. Am i not good enough for you jin? I guess not... Then i heard someone call my name. I dried my tears and saw jungkook running towards me. He looked really worried and helped me up.

Are you okay?

I couldnt hold in my tears and just bursted into tears again. Jungkook quickly wlked me to the car and helped me in. The car ride back to my house was silent and awkward. When we got to my house, i let jungkook in and we went to my room. I excused myself to the restroom. i closed the door and stared at my reflection. Gosh i look ugly. No wonder he would cheat on me with someone better. I opened the drawers and found the box i swore i would never open again. I slowly took it out and opened the box with trembling hands. Inside the box was my razors and multiple hospital bracelets. The  most recent one ws from 4 years ago when i was completely humiliated in front of the whole school. I took out one blade and held it to my wrist. My mind was screaming no but my heart was screaming yes. The pain in my heart was too much to handle so i let the blade slide across my wrist. Surprisingly, it took some pain away from my heart so i did it again and again until i couldn't feel the pain in my heart anymore. The last thing i hearded before I blacked out was jungkook hitting the door and calling my name.

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