𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 || Tom Kaulitz

𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞

๋࣭ ⭑ ⸱៰ ͘ ࣭⸰ 𖥔 ͙ࣳ y/ns pov ͙ࣳ 𖥔⸰ ͘ ࣭ ៰ ⸱ ⭑ ๋࣭

we were walking to the lake when I decided to break the silence between me and tom.. "do you think Georg meant it.. called me a toy?" I asked whilst looking at him. He let out a sigh. "I will admit that I've had girls over before, we hook up then they leave and I never see them again.. but with you it's like I always want to see you. not to hook up or do anything of that sort, I just like having you around me.. your a very comforting person to be around." He looked back at me. I was looking in his dark brown eyes for something.. bad?

I was unsuccessful. He was being genuine with me.. did he actually like me..
even if he did I was still hurt by Georg's words..

๋࣭ ⭑ ⸱៰ ͘ ࣭⸰ 𖥔 ͙ࣳ toms pov ͙ࣳ 𖥔⸰ ͘ ࣭ ៰ ⸱ ⭑ ๋࣭

I was quite angry at Georg for calling y/n a toy. I mean that could change the way she looks at me as a person and I don't want that. I dont want her to see me as a player.

I want her to see me as.. me

As we walked to the lane she asked me if George words were true.. at that point I just wanted to grab her face and give her the most heart warming, most meaningful, long, soft, passionate kiss that anyone could ever imagine..

she was looking up at me waiting for my response. I explained to her that I didn't want to hook up with her or do anything like that. I had to reassure her that I wasn't who she's heard I am. I could spill my whole heart out to this girl I feel so comfortable around her.

I'm not one to be an emotional person, but I feel like I can trust y/n and talk to her about anything I need to. As we walked further I moved closer to her, eventually taking a hold of her hand.

I don't think she expected it as when I first went to take her hand she pulled back a little bit.. I looked down at her to make sure she was okay,
She realised what was going on and he intertwined her fingers with mine,

We smiled at each other as we walked all the way down to the lake in time for the sunset..

๋࣭ ⭑ ⸱៰ ͘ ࣭⸰ 𖥔 ͙ࣳ y/ns pov ͙ࣳ 𖥔⸰ ͘ ࣭ ៰ ⸱ ⭑ ๋࣭

We were sat at the edge of the lake watching the sunset. bill was dancing in front of us pretending to live his dream of being Britney Spears.. I sat the furthest away from Georg and Gustav as i don't think they were 100% on me as they kept looking over.

I dont Like when people look at me, it makes me anxious, I always think that I've done something wrong or I look stupid.

me and tom were sat on a towel he had brought with him, we were hiding eachothers hand and we were laughing at bill.
"And then I would like *lip smack* be all sexy and I'd be strutting up and down the stage" bill said, his German accent makes everything so much more funny..

It was around 9:30 and the sun was almost gone, bill was standing in front of the lake looking into the water, "That's a really cool looking ro-" before bill could finish I jumped up and pushed him in the water

"Y/N OH MY GOD" Bill yelled
"IM COMING IN DONT BE DRAMATIC" I yelled back taking off the clothes I borrowed from Tom revealing my black bikini, I cannonballed into the water after bill
"OH MY GOD IT IS COLD," I grabbed onto bill
"YOU PUSHED ME." Bill said offended

"ARE YOU GUYS COMING IN OR WHAT?" I shouted to Tom, Gustav and Georg.
Tom signed before getting up and taking of his t-shirt. I smiled at him as he made his way in the water, "you know, you could've jumped in like me and bill instead of being boring.." I said wrapping my arms around his neck, "I am not boring," Tom replied as he pulled my legs around his waist

"Jesus are you going to have sex in the water.." Georg laughed with Gustav. My smile quickly faded and I went to let go of Tom, he pulled me back "ignore him, he's just jealous that I can get pretty girls and he can't." Tom tucked my wet hair behind my ear. I nodded and we continued to talk.

*time skip*

it was 11:45 and we were all getting out the water and cleaning ourselves up. me and tom shared a towel drying ourselves off whilst the rest had their own towels. I put toms clothes back on and we began to walk back to my house..

"you should stay the night at my house again," Tom suggests holding my hand. "I would but I have school tomorrow, don't you?" I ask furrowing my eyebrows at him,
He let out a sigh.. "homeschooled. Public school was a big problem for me and bill."

"that's cool, you can spend the night at my house and then leave tomorrow morning when I leave for school?" I smile. Tom nods in agreement, we get to the end of the street where it splits off, whilst bill, Georg and Gustav head one way,
Tom Shouts at them, "I'm spending the night at y/ns I'll be back tomorrow!" amd we begin to walk back to my house..

on the way there we stop by an empty park and decide to take a break and sit down. We sat down on a small bench at the entrance of the park. It was quiet and peaceful, it was almost midnight so no one was really out.

"You smoke?" Tom asks whilst pulling cigarettes out his Jean pockets. "Uh no not really but nothings stopping me from trying I guess" I reply sitting myself up straight, "I'm not forcing you to y/n you don't have to," "no it's fine, seriously. I'm not going to get addicted.."

*AUTHORS NOTES*
next chapters gonna be a lil spicy? Maybe? Depends on how it goes :)