White Luna wolf

Part 2

Eileens POV

Sometimes I as myself why I am a White Luna wolf. There are no White Luna wolves in my family, not that I know off. My parents never understood me. Luckily my brothers do and a lot of times they mediate between me and my parents. Most of the time I do what I want but I do make compromises with my parents. Thou I am wild, I still listen to the Alpha and respect him. But I hope when Brandon become the Alpha, My life would be a lot easier. About my mate.... I have no idea what the moon goddess have in mind for me. I hope one thing and that is that he will be a good man/ wolf but also he treat me like an equal in life. That we share an equal strength and that he will know that I am kind of a free spirit and a fire cracker. I will never bow for anyone not even for the Alpha.

Sometimes I really hate the pack order. One of my closest friends is an Omega and she and I have been best friends since pre school. She has been bullied and abused all the time by the members of the pack. Yes I have been an outcast and bullied too but they would not dare to hit me because of my strength. I can't stand it when they do that to her. Sometimes I wish she had half the strength that I have, so she can defend herself. I try to protect her as much as I can but that is impossible with the work and school and everything. I just can't there all the time. I have asked my father to keep some of them in check but he simply refused because that's how the pack order works. I am really mad at that. At this point I am thinking of leaving the pack together with Mila, that's my BF name. She only stayed for me but she is broken by all the beating and bullying. At school it isn't any better. Every day she got a beating and I am sick and tired of how things goes around here. I just hope I can get her out of here. Luckily I have a human aunt who owns a little B & B in the east. She could go there and stay as long as she needed. My aunt would love the company and she knows about our conditions.

The day of my birthday

The last two weeks my mom was suspiciously quiet. It was weird that she would not talk about a big party for y birthday. Another opportunity to find my "mate". Well...the bomb felt while breakfast was served. This morning my mom told the excited news. She organised a big party for my 21th birthday was so angry. That is not what I wanted. I ate parties. She had only one goal with it. To find my mate. This is so fulgurating. I got into a big fight with her about it, even my father had to interfere in the conversation. My father told me that this would be my last change to find my mate this way. If I didn't find my mate tonight, I had to join the "hunt" and if I didn't find my mate at the hunt they would marry me off! I was really shocked and angry. Did they really saw me as some kind of merchandise? I need to get out of here. I shifted into my wolf and started to run. Before I went I told one of other trainers that I will not be joining today and I also cancelled the pack meeting. I was to angry to go. Normally running would help me to cal down and think more clearly but this time it didn't help me. I was on fire. Gwen my wolf was howling so loud even a human would know something was wrong. I ran and I ran. I didn't care the burning in my longs. I am not for sale. How dare they. Yes I am an Alpha's daughter but I have my own free will! My paws brought me to one of my favourite places at the lake. I sat down to catch my breath and slowly the tears were falling down my face this time my parents hurt me so much. I can' t even believe this is happening. They really have gone to far this time. I shifted back to my human form and started to cry. I hit the ground in anger and frustration. I scream into the air. I yelled at the moon goddess. Is this what she wanted for me? I bowed my head an my sobbing became louder. The sun started to shine and a little breeze lifted up my hair. I looked up and there she was. The moon goddess in her own person. She looked ad me smiling and wiped my tears away. She assured me that it's gonna be okay. She told me that my will be a good man and I would finally get what I longed for. There was only one thing. I would have to leave my life, my pack and family behind. I probably will never contact them again. For a moment I was numb by this news but in my heart I already knew I was ready for it all. Yes I will miss my brothers but I will not be prisoned for anyone or the pack. I knew what I needed to do know. It's gonna be hard but I don't care anymore. I had to do this for myself. I will not be used again. For me this is WAR! I just need to think of a plan because I am taking my best friend with me, no matter what. From this moment on, I will be a rogue. Where am I gonna go? I can not stay at the B&B because the pack will looking for me there right away. Were can I find a place to be safe? I have no idea were I can go but I think I need to survive tonight's party first. I am not looking forward to this. How the hell am I going to survive this? I rather run away, being a rogue. I was already late in the evening before I went back to the pack house. My mom was already waiting for me and demanded to know were I was. Then she began to sweet talking me and rushed me to my room so I could get ready for tonight. My mom got Mila to help me get ready, what means girly girl things, what I really hate but okay. This would be the last time before I leave the pack. I don't need to be a Barbie girl again. I am a god damn warrior. I had to look at my best for my mate she was telling me over and over again. Her behaviour gets on my nerves every time and I got really frustrated. I told her to back off and pushed her out of my room. My mate would like for who I am and not for how pretty I looked. When we were alone I talked with Mila about my plan. She was all for it and we made plans to leave the pack. Now we needed a date but first I needed to survive the tonight.