Well I have decided to do this because I'm lonely. I feel lonely most of the time. Sometimes it's hard to disguise it and sometimes it gets to much. You know the feeling right? Well the amount of heartbreaks and pain in my life has been very high. The standard of being a "man" and trying to be an A grade student while I'm only scraping by, I can't take it. If I fail my coursework I fail everything. I can't escape the abuse and I can't escape myself. Do you ever feel like you are missing out on life? Like you have barely any friends. Well this feeling is much worse, I feel like I'll always be lonely, like I will never find love and happiness. I have made a plan for my life but now every time I think about it, I realised it's the plan everyone else wants me to follow and not me. I feel like I'm lost. And I don't even know myself. I have no hobbies other than cooking but I still am lost and it's scary just hoping one day you will find yourself. But what happens if you never find yourself?
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Me and my life
De TodoThis is an auto biography and well a diary of me Tom (this is about real life).I hope you all enjoy. Sorry if this affects anyone also I'm here to talk if anyone has/ is going through anything like this. I will be posting more daily ( I hope). Thanks
