white, black and grey

chapter three :memory laps

"see you again, hope you will be back."this mystery man is frightening and the thought of what he said 'stop Gabriel you'll kill him.'what?....

i see the damage i caused. the dumpster was distorted. what is happening? i know i am strong but i don't think that i could do this much. horrified i turn to my sissy she is unchanged."please, please can we go home i am tired."

i just take her hand ,afraid to hold to tight with this strength that i have met tonight. after we get home i help her in bed and tuck her in . she smiles as i kiss her forehead. when i go to shut the door i hear a sigh. she looks dreadfully sorrow. i take her hand." lay with me ?"this is the first thing tonight that i don't question. "of course" she smiles as i lay next to her."i have to tell you something... its its safer now than ever."

what could be troubling her to night . you know besides the mugging,and the mystery man."what is it?" she looks at my hands wrapped around hers so softly. "do you know your name?"what could she be talking about. the chill like something is passing through me comes over the room.'stop gabriel' echos in my head but i ignore it." Michael?" she sighs and sits up and looks out the window. "no ... your name is ...Gabriel."shocked by this, i raise up to her."what do you mean?"i cant tell you every thing just yet... its not safe ...." feared of what it could be she has never kept anything from me before. what could be so life or death."please ... don't move." she turns to me. by my surprise she kisses me.

at first i am blown away how would you feel if you got kissed by your sister, then like a wave memories come to me...

its me and her, we are walking through a field of roses. such beautiful violet, she is shining like the sun. i am holding her close to me as everything gets brighter. i kiss her lips that taste the sweetest feel of heaven.

with the dress she had on tonight and after our lips part, i come back to her lips on mine. this is real she isn't my sister, no she is more. she is the love of my life. it makes since,the connection, it was love just hidden under this amnesia. the kiss is strong and I  smile as she looks up at me."why the long face...?"she smiles as i turn her head to me."i... i love you."her face lights up with joy"i love you too my love."she truly is my angel. she has been hiding this from me the entire time. why, why would she have to hide this.i lay back down forgetting these questions lost in her beauty.

as we lay there taking in each other,holding her tight is the feeling that i am most wrapped up in. the her warms and the feel of her skin that makes my heart feel like a passionate flame that could light the darkest cave.

just like the rain, our love is beautiful. like we are back in our souls, together as one, our two haft s. her shine,reflecting perfectly of the moon. she is the one that has saved me.i know that she is even more precious to me now more than ever.