HawkSilver (boyxboy)

Chapter 1: realiztion

Hawk's POV

A week after defeating ultron

I pace back and forth in the hall in the front of Pietro Maximoff's (quick silver) room . I am losing my mind he is stable but hasn't woken up. Dr. Helen Cho had used her Tissue reconstruction machine in her lab on him but because of how many bullets he took she doesn't know it will work.

I know this will sound weird but I think he is so cute. I mean I felt I connection with him instantly. I know the wife and three kids the truth is she is my friend who is helping me hide me being gay but she is not married the two kids are adopted and it's a fake pregnant belly she wore. she is cool with all of this cause she is gay also and wants to help me yet she still wants me to come out.

"Clint you ok?" A voice calls to me bringing me out of my thoughts. I realize I have sat on the floor against the wall with my knees tucked up close to me and face buried in my knees.

"Umm yeah I mean no Natasha I am losing my mind! I can't let him die! I ..I just can't lose him!" I yell as she kneels down and wraps me in her arms holding me close. I burst out crying and sobbing.

This is not like me at all but right now i could care less, everyone has their weak moments and mine is right now. I have managed not to cry for a week but I can't hold it in anymore.

"Please clam down Clint I hate to see you like this!" Nat says holding me even closer.

"I know , I know but I felt I connection with him. I want to there for him. I should have been the one to jump in front him and took the bullets for him not the way it happened!" I yell beginning to think about what happened.

--FLASHBACK--
I was helping getting this women's child and I was about the start running to the carrier. then I see this thing start raining bullets and it's coming to fast and so I turn around shielding the child. I feel is something get pushed in front of me. I look up and see pietro standing there with bullet holes all over his body.

"You didn't see that coming!" He says as he falls to the ground.

I rush over and check on him he has a light pulse. So I tell cap to grab him.

We get on the one of carriers. I rush over hand the child to his mom and I lay down on the seats and cap places pietro on the ground below me.

"It's been a long day kid!" I say sighing and looking at him laying on the floor beneath me.

I look at him the whole flight then I rush he to Dr.Cho to fix him.

--END OF FLASHBACK--

"Clint I have got to go but I called in support for you!" She says smiling at me. wait support? Who did she call?

"Ok thanks" I say as I stop crying. I get up and stand against the wall.

five minutes later

I see cap walking straight to me. I'm grateful to see she called cap and not anyone else.

"Aww Clint" he says as he rushes forward sliding on his knees to catch me in his arms as I fall down to my knees and once again I break down crying. I feel stupid for crying this much I am supposed to be a tough ass and I just can't handle the thought of him dying.

"Clint, it's ok he will be ok! He is special he has special powers sorta like me it he will make. I promise!" He says holding me closer.

"I just.. wait you know don't you?" I ask already knowing that he knew the instant I told he to grab him after he got shot.

"That your in love with him, I knew the instant I laid him down on the ground in the carrier and you laid down on the seats and you never took your eyes off him." He states making me laugh a little at thought of how obvious it was.

"Yeah but please don't tell anyone one else definitely not the guys on the team they can't know I am gay only you and Natasha get to know! please cap!"I plea with him begging him not to tell then.

"I won't tell but I don't think that the guys will have a problem with it." he says blushing a little.

"Thank you but I believe the guys would hate me for being gay! thank you so much for being ok with me. cap it means a lot to me!" I say getting on off my knees and hugging him again.

"Yeah no problem Clint!" He says hugging back.

"Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp!" I hear coming from pietro's room right in front of us.

I rush in..

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Cliffhanger I hate those lol well hope you enjoyed my first chapter! Will update next chapter very soon!
-AK