Second Chances.

Love?

Maria POV

Love isn't something that has came easy to me. Growing up in a house with my dad he didn't show love, or I think understand it. When I met Ben he understood love as sex. When I met Tony love was real for a short amount of time till Vic came along. Then love became Vic. Then once I was done with Vic Tony became love once again.

Looking back now I selfish bad I didn't care about Tony, Vic, or Tay. My feelings were the only thing that matter. My life now is crazy. I'm on a plane right now to Paris by myself on a private plane. There no one. No one tells you that all the riches you have in life doesn't matter when you riding in a private plane by yourself. Thinking about life with Tony I would be traveling the world with him and our children. I wanted kids, I thought about adopting, but since I can't love myself how can I love someone else. Usually Danielle would come with me but she has a life that I really don't fit into now. I don't even fit into my dads life so much anymore since he has girlfriend now. I made this hell called my life and I have to live with it now.

Tay POV

Maria. I hate that name I grew up loving. Tonight when Tony asked Whitney to marry him I thought the whole I'm still love Maria would be done. Maria was my best friend for years it was always me and her, then she fell in love with Tony. Cheated on Tony with my husband which at the time wasn't my husband. I know Vic sometimes searches for her on any and everything online. He loves a ghost just like Tony. Maria life compare to mine looks amazing(I search for her all the time alsoe) she always on planes, on vacation in some beautiful place, with the hottest guys you ever laid eyes on. She looks happy, but I know she not I can tell by the look in her eyes. My uncle says she living the life she always day dream about. Vic hasn't said one word to since the we left the party. When Maria's name gets brought up he shuts down. After Tony kicked Maria out we left on tour. Tour sucked that year Tony was always trying to fight Vic, and Vic was always drunk he wrote some beautiful songs on that tour all about Maria  she was and is his muse to this day.  I know he still loves her.  Vic's eyes are on the road ahead not even looking at me.
"Vic"

"What?"

"The food was good tonight"

"Yup."

"You miss her."

"Don't start."

"We have kids Vic. You promised me this would end. Loving someone who can't be loved Vic. You will never love me like you loved her.."

"Taylor shut up already I'm here with you, not her. Let it go Taylor please for just one night. Please."

Vic has tears in his eyes looking straight on the road.

"She destroyed you Vic and you don't even see it. How can you love someone who left you and went back to Tony, she picked Tony not you. She used you Vic." Vic pulls our car to side of the road.

"You don't understand Taylor if you didn't have our kids I wouldn't be here with you. I would be long gone living in New York with someone I love. I can't stand waking up everyday to someone I don't love Taylor. I don't love you Taylor. I can't leave, because my kids. You're not the one for me I gave more to her then I have ever gave to you. She has my heart not you.

"Vic drive home divorce isn't  in my vocabulary we together forever. Drive home now. Oh and Vic if you ever leave I'll drag you through the dirt. Do not try me Victor. Drive now."

Tony POV

"I didn't screwed up that bad right Mike, and Jaime?" Me, Mike, and Jaime are sitting in on the floor at the hall we were at.

"You think Whitney is really done with me guys?"

"Maybe Tone." Jaime looks at me with sad smile

Mike looks at the both of us and starts to laugh

"You called Whitney, Maria while asking her to marry you. Maria the girl who cheated on you with Vic then, she picked you left Vic heartbroken which he still is. Oh and Tay thinks to this day she the one and Vic will change his way. Oh wait, and it gets better you're still in love with Maria. Somehow everything always goes back to her. You know when she first started taking pictures she took picture of Alysha, but once she got big she never returned her calls she became to good."

"Well since Mike puts it that way maybe Whitney wasn't the one, and you need work out the feelings you still have for Maria." Jaime looks at me.

"Guys even if I was to somehow to talk to Maria no one likes her just Vic." I look both at Mike and Jaime

"I mean I like  her. If your happy with her Tony then do what makes you happy." Jaime smiles at me

"Well I can't stand her and if you get with her ever again I will never support you. That year on tour with you, and Vic was hell everyday you two fight because of her. Vic crying himself to sleep, and you I never want to relive that in my life. I'm sorry to say but she a horrible person who broke the two people I love and you two were never the same. You know Vic wants to leave Tay. Right? Because she not the one Maria is.  Vic hasn't said Maria is the one but Tay knows what Vic thinking. He still loves her." Mikes looks at me.

"Well I do too Mike and Jaime." I look at both Mike and Jaime

Authors Note

Well guys here a new chapter for you!! Thank you all who read this! I love all of you and thanks for still reading because I haven't updated since March!!