Time.

To the mall!

I texted Madeline when I got to her house and within 2 minutes she was walking out of her house to my car. "You look hot" I said to her smiling. "Oh you know it." She said smiling back. Then we were off to get the rest of the girls.

We got to the mall and parked in the main parking lot. There were not that many people here, but that is because it was a week day and everyone was at work.  We always walk in as a big group and then go to what ever store we see that we want to go in. First store to be seen was Hot Topic. That is our store! I literally can not leave there without buying something.

The day was spent shopping and spending a lot of money, but it is not like I have to save for college anymore, so might as well get use out of it. Of course a lot of what I saved is going to be used for my funeral. But I still have some for fun. I am not doing a headstone in some creepy cemetery. I know that it is a nice thing to have so people can visit you, but I don't want to be buried, I want my body to be able to explore after I die. My plan is to be cremated and have my family and friends go on a trip with my ashes and spred them somewhere in the ocean. That way I can travel forever. Then they can plant a tree or something somewhere and visit that if they want.

Anyways, back to the mall. I got new clothes mostly because I want to change up my style to be more confitent this summer. I have always been self-conscious, but now who cares what do I have to prove? I want to dress how I want and feel comfortable with my body.

After shopping, we went and ate at the food court. The girls all decided on different meals and then we sat and ate. Sierra keeps looking at her phone and looks guilty every time she look back up. "What is happening with your phone?" I say to her with my eyebrows raised. She smirks and says "Erik keeps texting me." Girl really?! "Do you really want to start something with him? He is known to be a heart breaker." Madeline pipes in. "And his number is larger than anyone else I have ever met." I add. Jamie smiles and said "I always see the best in people, but that man is most likely going to hurt you." "I know, he is toxic, but he is so good in bed!" We all shake out heads at her and laugh. "I say if you are in it for sex and don't care what he does, then go for it, if you want to have fun in your life then do it, life is too short." Everyone smiles at me except Jamie who looks a bit concerned.

We leave the mall and head home. It is 5 pm and we decided to do a movie night. Jamie is leaving at 7 am tomorrow for Minnesota, so we plan to make sure we make our time last. We watch harry potter. (I know but it is like comfort food y'all!) We get through 3 of the movies before Jamie says she has to go home.