Jersey Shore S2

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When we got to the house, Mike and Pauly were in the kitchen fixing sandwiches. Snooks leaned on the counter as she quietly watched them eat. After a minute, she walked off. I raised my brows and watched her walk into our room. "Are you going to apologize to her?" I asked as I fixed my own food. "For what?" Mike asked. "For being an ass." I said bluntly. "She acts like she's 10 years old when she is fucking 23. But I'm an ass for telling everyone it's time to go?" He questioned. "No, you're an ass for picking her up in the middle of the club. We're all adults. We can all leave when we want to leave the club. We've done it before where a few leave and a few stays behind." I said as I stood across from him. "Whatever Ciana." He said as he waved me away. "If the girl wants to stay and party some more, let her. Don't force her. I will gladly stay out with her and make sure she gets here safe." Mike walked away from me and to his room.

When I woke up, I showered and dressed up. I packed bags of beach clothes. I put on a pair of shades and curled my hair. It was fun. Drinks with the girls. I groaned in frustration as I walked down the street. Ryder made a noise and Nicole chimed in with one. We started making random noises as we walked home and laughed as we went out separate ways in the house. I collapsed on my bed and looked at Jenni. "You want to go in the pool?" She asked. I got up and took off the coverup I had on. As we walked through, Snooks and Ryder were making a drink. A very weird drink. I ducked outside and got in the pool. We swam around a little while and splashed and laughed. "How's Tom?" I asked as we settled down. "He's good. We're actually going really strong right now." She said smiling. I listened to her and watched as she smiled and lit up. "I'm really glad for you." I said smiling at her. "What about you? What's happening between you and Pauly?" I sighed and shook my head.

"Nothing. Absolutely nothing." I said as I shrugged. "Is that a good thing or a bad thing?" I shook my head. "I don't know. We're okay, you know. We're like we were before. It just sucks. I want to be with him, but I don't want to turn into Ron and Sam. I don't want him to give up anything for me. I want him to still enjoy his summer like before. And honestly, I feel like I need to still grow before I'm in a relationship like that again. I'm 23 years old. I haven't learned everything. I don't fully know who or what I want to be. And I think I need to find myself before I find another person." I said as I looked at her. "You love him though. The parts that he has shown you in the stage that you are in." I was quiet as I nodded. "We talked and he told me that it felt like I was avoiding him. Which I wasn't. I just stopped doing those little things when I wait around for him. I stopped going in there all the time." She nodded.

"If you didn't do it, then it wouldn't happen. Like you were making the moves. Once you stopped doing that, all contact ceased." Jenni said. "Yeah, exactly that." She nodded. "Are you waiting on him to make that effort? Is it like a waiting situation? Is Jose worth it?" I shrugged. "Jose is nice. We go on dates. He's a great gift giver, but we're just friends. That's all I want to be, and he agrees." She nodded. After a while, we walked inside. Ryder and Snooks left to go to the liquor store. I was ready to go to the club. The whole house was finally home. We started getting ready and Nicole came around with a small recorder. "So, Sam we're about to go to the club. What do you do to get ready? Do you masturbate?" I laughed as I walked by. "Do you?" Sam shot back. I put on a pair of shorts and a cropped halter top. I curled my hair last and put on a pair of high tops. I walked into the kitchen to find Jenni, Ryder, and Snooks feeling each other's boobs. I walked past and grabbed a water.

"Cabs are here!" Pauly yelled as he walked around the house. The club was pretty fun. I was dancing with the girls on the table. Ron put me on his shoulders to fist pump with him. I laughed as we bounced around. Romana showed up to hang out with the house. After a while, I watched Vin go to the bathroom. I could see Mike sitting on the couch eyeing her. Of all girls in the club, Mike wanted to go for Romana. The worst part is that Mike knows how much Romana means to Vinny. You don't do that to your boy. As he pulled her in, I saw her push him away. I walked over to give her a hug. It was funny because as soon as she pushed him away, Mike sat down. Vinny came back from the restroom to find Romana and I dancing. I patted his back and slipped away. I went to sit with Pauly and Jenni. "Look at Mike! He's watching." Jenni said as she laughed. I ordered another drink as we sat together. He was creeping hard and looked absolutely pissed. Everyone is having a great time, but Mike. We started partying again. At some point in the night, Mike kissed Snooks.

My mouth dropped. She pushed him off and on came the disaster of the night. I watched as the fight started. I sat on the couch with my drink. They fizzled as Mike finally walked away. Jenni and I moved to the corner as everyone separated for a few minutes. Mike came over to ask us if we were staying or going. Jenni told she'd stay. I walked to the entrance to find Pauly and Vinny. We talked about what happened as we stood around. "I'm staying. I don't want to deal with his shit." I said as I crossed my arms. "If you're staying, then I'm staying." Pauly offered. "No, you should go if you're tired." I said as he stood in front of me. "The only reason all of us are out here is because Situation said you were ready to go." Vinny said shrugging. "What are you talking about?" Ron explained to me that Mike told them I was sick and ready to go. My brows furrowed as I shook my head in disbelief. "If you guys want to go, you can go. I'm fine. I'm not leaving anyone behind." I said nodding.

Everyone followed me back into the club. We stood around and continued to have fun while Mike occasionally told us it was time to leave. Vinny made out with Romana at the bar. Ron and Same were battling each other. Pauly had picked me up and we danced against each other for a while. When we did end up leaving, I was put in a cab with Mike. He was in the back while I was in the middle row. "Why'd you tell everyone I got sick?" I asked while I leaned against the window. "What the fuck are you talking about? Shut the fuck up Ana. You're going on about nonsense." Mike said before I could even talk. "I'm not going to shut up. Why are you being so bossy and mean? We were having a good time, and no one wanted to leave, but you." I said as he started yelling. "Shut the fuck up talking! I'm done! I'm always in the fucking wrong! Shut the fuck up sometimes!" Mike yelled at me. "Why are you yelling? I asked you a question! Don't yell at me because you can't get any pussy!" I said as I sat up.

We stared at each other as he continued to yell at me. "Ciana, just let it go." Ron said as he shook his head. I sighed and sat back in my seat. "This is bullshit! Who put you in charge of this group?" Mike yelled.

When we made it to the house, I went to shower. I was asleep before the rest of the roommates. I stayed in bed for a while. Ryder and Snooks woke up and started talking. I watched as Mike came into our room. He laid on Nicole and began his apology. "I just didn't want you to be alone." Mike started. "I was with my best friend. How was I alone? I was having a great time and you came and told me we had to leave." Nicole said. "I know. And I apologize." Mike started. "Mike just don't ever do that again. If you do, I will never speak to you again." Nicole said. "I know. That's why I'm apologizing. Accept my apology. I had a bad night." Mike said. "I am accepting your apology. Just don't do it again." I rolled my eyes. I heard him tickling and kiss her. He walked out of the room. I flipped the cover over and sighed. "Good morning." I mumbled. They said it back as I walked out of the room. I went to the gelato shop and got my favorite ice cream while visiting Ron.