Jersey Shore S2

10

I woke up early and fixed my breakfast. Dumb and Dumber had work with Jenni today. The kitchen was still a mess. Everything was fucked. Jenni came in and got on the phone. She called into work. I gave her a thumbs up as she said she had to get her nails done. When she hung up, she asked if I wanted to tag along. "Always." We went to the back and started getting dressed. That night, Mike and Vinny invited me into the jacuzzi. Melissa and Pauly came in. I smiled at them.

I smiled at her and lended her a swimsuit so she can relax with us. I talked to her for a while until we decided to go out. I rode on Vinny's back on our way to pool. Mike chased me around as we laughed. Pauly and I were having fun as played pool. Snooki and Jenni walked into the place. I stood up quickly and hugged them. "How was food?" I asked. They nodded as we talked. I shot some pool with them. I laughed and took a sip from my drink. The next day, the trio went to the beach. Nicole was listing off the things she wanted to do in life like bungee jump. "I call that white people syndrome. That's the stuff only crazy white people do." Jenni said as I laughed. "I'm not white." Snooks defended. "What are you?" I questioned. "Tan." We laughed and nodded. "The ethnicity thing. I put other, then I put tan." Nicole said laughing. When we got back home, I made a small fruit bowl.

"Troublemaker Vinny. Wait until I trash your name on Staten Island." I sat with him on the beanbag chair. "I wanted you to get confronted about you talking shit. Not her. Everyone talks crap about each other, but this bitch! Out of it." Vinny said. "What type of pussy are you that you have to go back to a girl and start shit." Angelina insulted him. "You're fucking shady!" Vinny was truly pissed. They were going on about being dirty grenades and more. "Alright Kim Kardashian. More like the Rob Kardashian of Staten Island you ugly bitch!" Vinny said. I started laughing uncontrollably. "Shut the fuck up!" Angelina yelled. I still laughed uncontrollably. "Go fuck yourself." It was the funniest shit all day.

"Snooks, if I buy you a fossil watch can I suck on your tits?" Vinny asked. I laughed hard. "We're going out! Cabs are here!" Pauly yelled as he came in my room. "Let's not do this." I said as he stopped jumping. "Do what?" I gestured between us. "It's just not time. It's not the right time. You should enjoy being in Miami with your boys. Do you." I said seriously. "I'm doing me with you. I want to be with you." He said as he took my hand. "I don't know if I want to do this right now. Like I don't want to be another Sam and Ron. I don't want to be like that. I want to be able to go out with my girls and not have to worry about what's happening here or what's happening there. I don't want to do the roommate bullshit." Pauly shook his head. "We're not that. We're not doing that. Let's just stay in tonight, okay? We can talk about it some more and then decide." I sat down now. "I don't know. After the other night, I don't know. It's just not right." I said shaking my head. "Is it because I told you to go to bed?" I shook my head. "I don't think it was because of that. I think it was because you were hanging out with all of them and not with Jenni and Snooks.

Like Jenni and Snooks love you. They'd fight for you. They haven't said anything bad about you. And I get it you were with the boys and all, but I just don't know. I don't want it to be like them. I don't want us to be divided in the house and then also together because I know how everyone is. They're going to talk shit about me, and I don't want you to lose your friends. But I also don't want you to hang out with people who are going to disrespect me. It's about the respect." I stated.

[Ciana: I can't be in a relationship with someone who will allow his friend to disrespect me. Or hang out with people who disrespect me. It's not fair to me and if he would let his choice of people disrespect me, how do I know he won't do worse? I just can't. It breaks my heart, but it's also a dealbreaker for me. I don't want to, but it's just not the right circumstances for me. Right person, wrong time. *I nod while looking up*]