a villainous temptation

I don't regret a thing. (point of view - Envy/ Ivory)

It's been a week since I kissed Chaos. I don't regret it. I didn't want to stop, I didn't want to pull away from the grasp he had on me. I loved it, but I couldn't, if Ray found out I think he'd kill me, Ray is Jealousy, my sidekick or, lover. I can't stop thinking about the kiss, it was unlike any other kiss I've had. 

"Hey babe, I need to quickly go to the store for a few things. I love you, I'll be home in a hour." He said kissing me then going out. I needed some time for myself so I went out as Envy getting to a tall building and sitting there to think. Why did I do that? Why did I kiss him? I kissed the one known as my enemy, and I pretty much loved it.

"Hi there" Said someone, I recognized her but I forgot where. "Sarah, nice to meet you again." She said smiling at me taking a seat. I realized it was one of Chaos's sidekicks, or best friends as he said. "I heard how Chaos told you about those tests we did. He was very protective of the rest of it though, but he seemed really happy but dazed when he got home. What kind of spell did you put on him?" She explained laughing a bit.

"Oh nothing, but yeah tests with powers connected to his emotions? I think that's pretty interesting. But yeah most of the night I think we both will like to keep private." I said, she nodded back in acknowledgement. I started just thinking about it, I wish I could relive it. It was the best moment I've ever experienced. "I don't know how fights and your little heists will go now that we've all kind of just bonded. Minus Jealousy, I don't know what happens with him." I said.

"Don't worry, Chaos said he'll still be doing the normal, he'll just be a bit harsh with Jealousy. He said to test some things, which I kindly will not be telling you about because it is kind of, I don't know, weird? But it's confidential." Sarah explained, she had a look on her face that meant 'I want to tell you, but this is a matter that is way too important.' I nodded. I looked out at the city imagining if it was a perfect city, no villains. But for me that looked sad, no excitement. People aren't who they are today without the events they've gone through and the people they've encountered. Meaning its just the way of life.

I was just looking until I saw a thing caught my eye, Jealousy? chasing... Chaos. Of course. "These little... sorry for my language, but these little shits." Sarah said jumping to help. Here we go again.

"HEY THERE BUDDY YOU AREN'T BEING SO JEALOUSY YOU'RE MORE BEING YOU WANNA KILL ME!!" I heard Chaos scream. God damn his puns are gonna get him killed.

"Jealousy!! STOP!!!" I yelled, he looked back at me and stopped and landed on a building. So did Sarah and Chaos.

"Why? He's a fucking bad guy and steals money from people, I can't feel any amount of remorse for him." Jealousy protested. I don't know how to even defend Chaos, but something seems he's only doing this so he can actually be stable.

"He's probably only doing it to even have a living and figure out what his powers are! He isn't killing people for this, he doesn't even harm us that badly!! What the fuck is your problem!? I understand he's been my rival for years but I need you to stop being a really hostile asshole to him!" I said screaming at him, slowly forming tears, he looked at me then realizing what he was doing.

"I'm sorry Envy, I let you down, I'll make it up to you, when we all are fighting that will be the only time I'll be hostile and I will diel it down a couple." He said, and a smile formed across my face.

"Wait wait wait wait, you listened to Envy after multiple times of you trying to kill me, this isn't even the first time he's done this without you. I'll trust you guys just this once but if he tries to kill me again without you realizing, I won't think too kindly of him" Chaos said crossing his arms.

"You already don't think to kindly of me, and I quite do not care about your little crush with Envy or whatever your problem is. You're known as a villain, we're known as heroes. Therefore anything you put to the table, isn't good." He said. They're like enemies now, but the one thing I'm hoping is that Ray and I's relationship will feel loving after this.

"Yes we're known to be the terrible people who for the last time, deserve to be in prison. But we're literally humans too, well things with emotions." Sarah said, she did have a point, they steal things for themselves because they need it, and we stop them because it really is morally wrong but they still have feelings.

"We'll be on our way now, I'm sorry for all of this" I said leaping away with Ray, we went to our normal house through the bedroom window and then unsuited up.

"Hey, what Chaos said about you fighting him even when I'm not around, did you really?" I asked looking at him, begging he'll say the truth.

"Yes, I did. I dislike how he's a bad guy and how his snarky comments and puns to you are pretty much just flirting." He explained sitting down on the bed.

"Yeah but they aren't, he's just a really snarky guy who makes puns, hell he loves making silly puns at you." I said smiling.

"Ivory, I'm just saying I'm worried he'll steal you away from me. I doubt you'd really ever do that being he's your moral nemesis but I'm just worried." He said looking at me. I couldn't take it, he hasn't even been putting the amount of effort I put into our relationship and expects me to still stay with him. I don't trust him, but I can't leave, It'll shatter him. I don't want to be put into a corner where I know he'll be sad but I want something I can actually love.

"Yeah, well I have one request of you and I know this might start an argument but I have to. Make me feel like I'm actually loved, for once. And I'll decide if I feel like Chaos is actually okay." I told him, starting to tear up. He looked at me and got up to hug me.

"I'm sorry you feel that way." Ray said just hugging me. It still felt cold and shallow. He went down to the kitchen to start preparing dinner. He's trying to hide something, I know it.

(EDITORS NOTE - if any of yall saw some things change in any of these chapters it's on purpose!! The starting of this little doodad was difficult cause I really do love to spice up stories but i really need to wait to do giant plot twists... But yeah here y'all go and i hope you enjoy the rest of this silly story)