Love Me [HunHan]

Umpisa

The bell finally rang. Hudyat na pwede na kaming kumain ng lunch namin.

I was packing my things when Chen tapped my shoulder, "What?" I asked.

"Una na ba kami hyung?" he asked. Napatingin ako sa kanila ni Baekhyun, his arm rested on Baek's shoulders. I smile, they look cute together, really. I nodded. "Baka di rin ako sasabay. May gagawin lang ako." Tumango lang sya at iminuwestra ang pintuan, nginitian ako ni Baekhyun. Ngumiti rin ako.

"Una na kami Lu ah?" Suho said, "Yea, enjoy your meal!" Kinawayan naman ako ni Kyungsoo. I waved back.

Then they finally left the room. Natapos na ako sa pag-aayos ng gamit ko at dumiretso na ako sa Dance Studio. On my way there, I heard someone, "Hey." Hindi ako lumingon. Malay ko ba kung ako yun diba?

I finally arrived in the studio. I immediately turn the music on. I played Moonlight. I danced and even sang to the song emotionally. Ibinuhos ko lahat ng emosyon sa kantang iyon. Nakapikit ako habang sumasayaw at kumakanta, not minding the surroundings. I stopped when I heard the music stopped. Hinanap ko ang pumatay sa tugtog. Our gaze met. I froze.

Those eyes.

"What are you doing here Oh Sehun?" I asked, trying to hide the madness in my voice.

"Nakalimutan mo atang Dance major ako." He said then smirked. Napayuko ako. Agad kong kinuha ang gamit ko para umalis. "Let's talk hyung." he said as he pull me closer to him. I pushed him. "What for?" I asked impatiently. Gusto ko na talagang makaalis dito. "About us." Napangisi ako.

"Walang tayo." I paused, "Wala nang tayo." ngumiti ako ng mapait.

Aalis na sana ako ulit ng hinawakan nya ang kamay ko. Napatingin ako sa kamay nyang nakahawak sa kamay ko, agad ko itong tinabig.

This is dangerous. Nararamdaman ko na naman ang pakiramdam na iyon pag hinahawakan nya ako. "Ganyan ka na naman ba ha Hannie?" ngumiti ulit ako ng mapait sa tawag nya sakin. I used to love that name, nung kami pa, pero ngayon, ayoko nang naririnig pang muli iyon. "Laging tumatakbo sa problema?" he continued.

Natigilan ako. "What the fuck?"

"Watch your words Lu, I don't tolerate bad mouth." he said. "I don't fucking care about you." I paused, "And why are you even here?"

"I just... I just missed you." Namantig ang tenga ko sa narinig ko. Agad tumama ang kamao ko sa mukha nya. Sorry to ruin your perfect face Sehun, but, fuck you! "You what? You missed me? Tangina mo!" I shouted, huminga ako ng malalim, "Ano? Di ka pa ba nakuntento kay Irene at lumalapit ka ulit sa akin, ha?! Ano?! Pati butas ko gusto mong pasukin?! Ha?!" Kinwelyuhan ko sya. I don't expect those words will come out to my mouth. Di sya kumibo. I punched him again. "Go to hell. Don't talk as if ikaw ang iniwanan. Don't talk as if ikaw ang naloko. Don't talk na parang ikaw ang nagago...." I paused, trying to hold back my tears. You can't cry in front of him, Lu! "D-don't talk a-as if...." Tinignan ko sya, "A-as if i-ikaw ang nasaktan. "

"Kasi sa umpisa pa lang Sehun, ikaw ang may kasalanan neto! Ikaw!" I pointed him.

He hugged me so tight, sinuntok-suntok ko ang dibdib nya. "Shhhhhh, I'm so sorry." he said then patted my hair.

Again, I pushed him. "Your sorry isn't enough." I said showing no emotions.

"I love you..." he uttered. I smirked.

"Fuck your love, I don't need that."

I said as I leave him there, mouth hanging open.

Sorry Oh Sehun, the Luhan you loved before is now different.

Love? Love is just for weak person.

And I'm not definitely a weak person.