I haven't posted in a while I am so sorry guys, I have just finished my GCSEs; I am getting a new phone so ill be posting more often I swear that I will set the alarm to write up a new one-shot and post it. Thank you for being patient.
^i swear it ain't a glitch it's a Spotify playlist that I made and put some songs together that you can listen to while reading the one-shots
YN pov:
I think we have all heard about the rumours of Hailee Steinfeld and Josh Allen, I had to find out through social media, Haiz is meant to be my best mate and yet she never told me that she had a rumoured-to-be boyfriend. Well, the rumours are true, Hailee is, in fact, dating that Josh Allen NFL star, ugh I hate him. I met him a couple of times when we were out for dinner with him and a couple of friends and he couldn't keep his hand off her, it is infuriating. No one in our small group knows that I am bisexual but I swing more of a way for women romantically. I tried telling Hailee a couple of times when we were alone and when my feelings all started to lift, I tried to tell her how I felt but she was always talking about her boy problems. The major one is the Irish dick, Niall. Enough chit-chat about my shit life.
I am sitting in Hailee's living room while people jumped around and danced and sang and socialised, Hailee was throwing a party with her cast mates from Spider-man: Across the Spider-verse. For some reason all of Hailee's family and friends were involved which included, Josh. There isn't anything wrong with Josh I just don't like him because he is with her. I snapped myself out of my thoughts and looked around the room. I stood up and stretched, Hailee came over to me "Hey miss y/l/n, have you met Josh, he's my boyfriend, and he's super cool you guys would be great friends, what are you doing?" She said excitedly to where she was looking into my eyes wondering why I rolled them, "I don't know Miss Steinfeld, trying to find the place where I give a shit." I said coldly as I walked past her, she grabbed my arm making me turn around, "What the hell y/n" she said slightly angrily to me. I moved her arm off me and looked at her coldly, "what?" I said, She looked at me hurt, "What has gotten into you?" she said worriedly, "Nothing" I answered back blankly without looking at her. "Right, is it because I'm dating Josh? do you like him?" She says while stepping back, I looked at her and yelled "What the fuck?! Ew no." this made the music stop and all heads turn onto us. "What the hell is it then? every time I have a boyfriend you become a bitch, is it your jealousy? do you wanna be with them or something?" She said getting angry, "Oh my god" I huffed under my breath, "What y/n, tell me what your problem is." She said. "I'm not jealous," I said, She looked at me and hummed while crossing her arms, "Clearly," She said, "I'm not! It just... ugh... never mind, you wouldn't understand." I said while brushing my hand through my hair. "Oh spit it out y/n, I have known you for 11 years, what do I not know." she said while she stepped closer, "I'm in love with you! okay! I said it, I've been in love with you for 10 years, I feel deeper and deeper into that deep shit and i don't know what to do okay, what I had for you is gone now though. I cant keep chasing endless circles and hopes with you, im like a backup for when you get too sad and need someone there to keep you warm at night. you lead me on, you broke my heart." I said, I realised everyone was looking, to which they were. I looked around and there everyone was staring. I looked back at Haille and she was looking down. I scoffed and started to walk out.
I got onto my motorbike and drove off onto a cliff that looked over onto the LA city.
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I sat at the edge of the cliff and looked over at the view, I called this cliff the screaming cliff, here is a demonstration. I breathed in deeply getting all my anger up, "FUCK!" I yelled at the top of my lungs, this made dogs bark in the distance, I laid back on the grass behind me and looked up into the sky, "How can the sky be so much more pretty than life living on the surface" I said quietly to myself. A branch snapped from behind me, I quickly got up and pulled out my pocket knife, I saw the wild dog that goes mental at any human that walks or goes anywhere near to its home, "fuck" I mumbled. Normally in these situations, Hailee is with me and she manages to scurry us away unscathed. I twitched and that's when the coyote came at me, I pounced onto my chest and was trying to dig its teeth into my neck while its claws were digging into my thighs and my chest, while trying to fight it off I was walking backwards and didn't realise how far I was walking. Both I and the dog went falling over the cliff. I'm the type of person that will protect any animal even if it is trying to kill me, I grabbed the coyote and moved it over to me and pulled it into my chest, "Don't fucking bite me!" I yelled at it, I flipped us over so my back was facing the ground. We hit the ground and my head started to bleed, I was knocked out. The dog had a broken leg from the fall.
The dog started to lick my cheek, trying to wake me. It grabbed the hem of my shirt by its teeth and started dragging me down the mountain, there was a blood path from my head and back from the drag marks from the floor. Everyone was afraid of the dog so it was hard for people to go near it and, they were scared it will kill them. Hailee was walking the streets looking for me when she found the dog dragging me, she ran over and yelled my name "Y/n!", I opened my eyes slowly. The dog stopped dragging me and puts its paws on my body growling at Hailee, "no no.. she's a friend" I said weakly and softly to the dog while stroking it, the dog licked my hand and moved away but not a lot just in case I needed to be protected. Hailee came over and looked at my wounds while some pass-by people called an ambulance. "Shoo dog!" she yelled at the dog, I sat up and the dog lay on my lap looking up at me, I looked at Hailee and spoke better this time, "Don't tell him to shoo, he's nice." I went dizzy and fell back onto the floor this time my breathing went shallow, the last thing i heard was the dog barking and Hailee screaming my name.
