Denki angst

Dizzy

Mr Aizawa pov

Okay class so next week we have a feild trip to 'electric park'. Here are the forms for your parents or guardians to sign. If you can't go you can always switch with someone that you want to go instead of you I said passing out the slips. As I gave it out denki raised his hand. Yes denki what is it? Denki then said 'ahh I can't go that day I have family plans but can Monoma from class 1b go instead of me?' Sure denki.

Denki pov
*I really don't have anything going on but I know I want be able to go cause my 'parents' fear that they will find out about what's going on at home . I'm not even gonna read this paper to be honest cause there is no point. I then tried to focus in class but since I have adhd and dyslexia and no one knows it's hard to focus. I slowly started zoning out hearing nothing of what the teacher says just the voice.
This is why your failing so much
You are so dumb
You are so useless
I hated admitting that the voice was right but it was. I then zoned back in as the bell was ringing signifying that it's time for lunch.

Shinsou and I went to the garden waiting on Monoma as we talked and Hitoshi ate. They always asked why I wouldn't eat most of the time but I just made up an excuse .

Plus I only eat every 2-3 days so it isn't too noticeable and even when I do eat i don't eat a lot or I vomit it up. Plus I'm already fat enough. I then saw Monoma walk to us. I started running to him and give him a kiss. We then started talking with shinsou until we got back to the bench . As usual they asked me where my lunch was and I told them I had a big breakfast today which was a lie. I then told Monoma about the feild trip and telling him I couldn't go.

I then asked if he wanted to go and he said yes so I gave him the slip and we continued talking till we heard the bell to get ready for class. And unluckily for me the next class was hero training. I got my outfit and went to a stall to change with shinsou and the bakusquad asking for the millionth time why I wouldn't change with them. I just said I didn't want to and they continued asking. I then got frustrated and yelled at them. As soon as it came out I regretted it and started apologizing.

Bakugou pov:
What the hell just happened!? Did sparky just yell that never happened before? Did us asking that so many time get to him.
The others in the room also thought the same

Denki's pov:
After I apologized I went into the stall and took out my blade again. I should have never yelled at them they didn't deserve that. You are so useless. They were just asking a simple question you should cut 20 new cuts
And that is what denki did and on his arms and disinfected and bandaged them quickly. He then got changed and went out quickly.

1 hr into hero training
I feel so dizzy right now but I can't faint or they will see all my cuts and hero training is almost over so I'll just ask someone to pick up daisy and let her stay the night there and pick her up the next day.

After hero training
I feel so weak but I can't faint here especially since my boyfriends would be worried. While walking down the halls my arms felt wet. I looked down and realized the cuts must have reopened. I started getting worried so I ran to a park in my community and text my bfs that I felt tired and to hangout without me. I then texted one of daisy's friend's mother to ask if she could have a sleepover today and they said yes. I then went home realizing no one was home.