Denki angst

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Denki pov:
After realizing no one was home I quickly cleaned the cuts and fell asleep. A few hours later I woke up to my 'dad' shaking me . I then remembered I forgot to do my chores and this was gonna get me beat up so bad. I was so happy tmr was Saturday so I didn't have school. I then remembered my boyfriends and 1 had plans but I could just cancel them so maybe when they are tired of me I could kill myself. Yea that's gonna be my plan now. I then realized I had zoned out when I felt my dad punch and kick me really hard. It hurt really bad and then I zoned out again. After the beating I zoned it and my stomach felt like shit. I thought 'so that's where he targeted today' I then realized my 'stepmom' was still in the room. She started to insult me saying: your so fat and more. This would've hurt me if I didn't call myself that everyday. After she was satisfied she left. I then got up ignoring the pain and the itching feeling to cut. I knew I couldn't cut right now especially since I did it like 3 times today. You could always just kill yourself rn. I mean no one would even miss you. They all just pity you. I then made up my mind. I was gonna kms the day after the field trip next week. Or the day of the field trip if it gets too hard. So I just need to get on everyone's nerve or just ignore them so they don't miss me. I will probably eat something tmr if I feel like it. But it's not like this eating disorder is helping me out. It is though you are so fat. The voice was right yet again.

I then went into my bed and started texting my friends and boyfriends. My boyfriends did ask why I couldn't hang with them today or tmr but I just said it was family plans. I think they believe me. I should probably text them I won't hang with them for the week aswell. Or I shouldn't so they get tired of me more. I'll just think on it.

Conversation:
Denki: D Hitoshi: H. Monoma: M

D: hey loves I can't hangout out tmr or today sorryyyyy
H: it's fine Denks
M: Denks why can't you hangout today or tmr??
D: it's just family plans don't worry love :)
M: Alr be safe tho
D: also feel free to hangout without me. Love ya tons
H: alright love you too and are you gonna sleep tonight or no?
M: yea cause if your not we can do a all nighter online tonight
D: but won't you guys be tired tmr
H: it doesn't matter as long as we can spend some time together
D: alright I'll call you guys in a minute
M: okay love we'll wait for the call

Denki's pov:
Shit shit shit shit. Why did I agree now they won't grow tired of me by Wednesday or Thursday. But I can't just cancel it. Ugh I don't know what to do plus my face is still bruised. *goes to bathroom* okay I'll just put some concealer and foundation on my face for now. After doing all that. Okay my face looks decent. I'll call them now. *calls them*

A/N
Okay I hope y'all enjoy this third part and I am gonna try to post daily but this is my first book so enjoy 😊 sorry this chapter is shorter I didn't have a lot of ideas but in the next chapter it will be the call between them and other things. But I don't think this story is gonna have more than 10 parts. But if you guys like this book a lot I'll probably make some more in the future. Also im going to high school this year so I might be busy.