All of a sudden your my bias (Sihoo Fanfic)

Chapter 2 (I was seen)

My heart sank at hearing Soohyun pick my best friend and not me. I lost myself in my thoughts my face and mind blank...but one feeling was clear my heart shattered into a million pieces like a crumbing castle as I wanted to cry as he pulled her up onto the stage watching with pure sadness shown on my face. Was I not worth the time? Seconds later I was lost in thoughts head facing down not looking forward . But i snapped out of it why I heard someone say "Hey are you ok?"  in front of me. I looked up see Sihoo the last member to pick . My thoughts were had he seen me? I stayed quiet as I looked at him with teary eyes. One look and he understood as I was not ok and that my world was falling apart and how sad I looked.

He held out his hand to me And said "I choose you". My heart fluttered a bit at his kindness and the smile he gave me as I took his hand he pulled me up onto stage. soon enough I was standing there with my phone in hand not sure what pose as I was still upset and but shaken up still. He ask if he could hold my phone. I handed it to him as he stood by my side and pulled me into a hug about to take the picture. I froze but I hugged him back and he took it..some how I felt safe..like my world started to fall back into its place and that castle stopped crumbling. After a few seconds he pulled away but before he did he said "it will be ok just think of the good of this moment".. he smiled and soon I was suddenly smiling at him to and thanking him for his kindness. He led me back to the audience and helped me back down and turned around and waved to me. I stood there star struck.

But I was snapped back to my reality at Gwens voice she asked if I was ok. But the reassurance I felt was unclear I was confused. But one thing was sure I think my bias might have to rethink my bias . it was still unclear if wanted to bias Soohyun but I just smiled at her and pushed it away for the time being. Wasn't mad at her just didn't want to face it head on at this moment. Little bit of time passed after as  we stood there . I Didn't even see or hear anything that was said  but  everyone seemed to be clearing out to the next room in the hall . Where i think photos were taking place  one for the special perks . We walked there together and stood with everyone as they formed a line to which member they wanted to take a photo with. But I stood there asking, do I want a photo anymore ? But I thought back to Sihoo words to me on stage one that echoed loud in my head "it will be ok just thing of the good in this moment". My feet moved on its own to Sihoo's line. I stood there as it moved little by little still in thought on what could come from this moment and thinking how stupid it was holding a picket with someone's else's face on it while in line for another member. I was lost in the thought I didn't know it was my turn until I was legit slapped back to reality by a voice sweet like honey said "nice to see you again and hope you're ok " I looked up to see Sihoo standing in front of me with a smile. One that lid up my whole world in the dark and one I thought might have just for sure made me thing now in this moment  he really seen me. Not just in that moment but here and now.