Teresa x reader

part 3 chapter 1

I wake up to see blaring white lights and myself in a bed wearing hospital gown, I shot up. My most recent memory came back to me and I started crying. I had no idea where my friends were, where I was, If they are still alive. "Calm down," I look to the doorway and see the Ratman, Janson. I glared at him, "You do not get a say in how I express my emotions," he walked up to me with a creepy smile on his face. "Sweetheart, we saved your life, your friends are not going to survive," He picked up a jug of water and started to pour the water into a polostyrene cup. "You clearly don't know anything about me," I say watching him closely, "I'm not satisfied with the knowledge that I am safe," he gave me the cup and I took a sip slowly. "No one cares, I'm satisfied that you are here and so is your blood," he grabbed my arm harshly and gripped it tightly, I winced and looked away, "If you step out of line, your spiky haired friend will pay," he grabbed my jaw with his other hand and forced me to look at him, Minho, he slowly leaned towards my face, I didn't know if he was trying to kiss me or kill me, either way I was horrified. "JANSON!" A female voice ran in and pushed him away from me and out of the room, she closed the door and sighed. I just stared at the light, I didn't know if I could look at her, "Hey Y/n, how are you feeling," Teresa asked as she sat on the chair next to my bed, "When did you wake up," I didn't respond, "Y/n, please talk to me," she grabbed my hand softly. I sighed before I spoke, "Where are the others," I asked. "Minho is here, so is Aris and Sonya," Teresa responded, "We didn't get the others," there were so many horrible things I could've said to her and I had a right to but, I couldn't. "Why," the tears weld up again, "why did you take me," I asked, I kept thinking about the galders, Newt, my bestfriend. "I can't stand the thought of being away from you," she said. "If that is what you wanted then why did you betray us, we would've stayed together if we were in the right arm," I say folding my arms over myself. "We all would've died," was her response. I just looked away from her and out the window. "Y/n, I know you will hate me for the rest of our lives, but being alive with you hating me is slightly better than being dead with you loving me," there was a pause. "I don't hate you, I hate what you did," I say still staring out the window praying that it would break and I could escape this nightmare but nothing happened.

Teresa's POV:
She didn't hate me, she didn't hate me. That was all that was running through my head I needed her safe, I wanted her safe, I didn't care how badly it affected our relationship, I just needed her alive.

Y/n's POV:
There was silence for a while, neither of us spoke until the door opened and Ava Paige walked in, "there you are Teresa, you are needed in the board room," Teresa nodded and placed a sad kiss on my cheek then left. I felt helpless. All I wanted to do was find my friends but I doubt Teresa or Janson would let that happen.