Trouble around every corner (Carl Grimes Gay fanfiction)

What!?!!?!

James point of view/

Carl looks at me with a confused look."Please can we share?"I ask trying to sound innocent. It doesn't work he looks at me and gives me a look that's says No. I don't know what was making him act this way. It wasn't that he lost people was he playing hard to get? Asking for another fight? I really don't know mabey he's just being and asshole.

"Come on dude please"! I beg him.

"No!" And that's my final answer.

"Seriously!"

"Yes!"

"Its not like your staight it should be cool sharing a bed for you!" I whisper as I walk off. His face expression changed from serious to angry. "Shut the hell up about that !" He said whispering, I was amused about how serious he got. I looked up and he was very serious. I guess laughing wasn't the best thing to do at the moment.

"Oh now you wanna talk? What happened to your final answer?" I said to him with a smirk. He walks back over to the bed, " yea I'm gay so besides I'm not the one sleeping on the floor." He spat at me in a mocking tone. "Well I princess need a throne." Its werid I'm making gay jokes but I love him.

"Oh yea like I didn't notice you trying to get my attention!"he whispers at me still trying to be angry. I couldn't do anything I didn't know he noticed me he looks at me still with a half angry face.Wow he's so cute, and with that I sit on the bed he looks at me.

"You call me gay but yet you continue to get in bed with me?" He says , I'm really tired of the argument also its not that good but still its not about that."Fine sorry can we share please." He looks at me like he is giving up and said fine.

12:00 / midnight

I've just awoke from a nightmare. It was my mom again, I again saw mom my get torn apart as the walkers ate what ever they could pull out. While my dad ran away. My dad was a fairly built man with two children me and terry. He and my mom were happily married for six years. He would do any thing for her and us.

I don't understand why he would run it made no since. I was now crying remembering the horrified memories that happened three years ago. I ceased crying when I felt Carl kiss my forehead. I looked at him confused , and he gave me the look that he regretted doing it.

He was about to say something but I pushed my lips into his eyes widened at the realization of what I just did I closed my eyes as he explored my mouth. He's so warm, I can't believe I'm doing this is this a dream? We kiss for about thirty seconds until we stop to catch our breath.

He whispers something to me I slowly make it out. He said I love you, and continues kissing me. Is this a normal feeling? I feel like this is right! Am I gay, are we feeling the same thing?