IDOLIZE|Yandere Y.JW

03||An Argument?

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"What was that Jungwon!?
Why did you said such things?"

Y/n sighed and there's a hint of madness plastered across her face. But the boy only stared with at her in confusion with his cat eyes, as if he did nothing to make her mad, as if he's the innocent one here. Jungwon look down, not sure about what to say at this point, he sit down on the edge of her bed. "Well I just felt as though they deserved to know? I don't want to lie to them.. it isn't fair to them or to me"

The girl as well don't know what to say at this point either. She huffed, just staring at the boy who's so in love with her with sadness and guilt. But they both know that her heart belongs to another boy, Park Sunghoon. She wished that her best friend would just give up and stay friends till end with her.

"Wonnie, I like Sunghoon...
We both know that isn't?"

The boy is hurted. The fact that he just poured my heart out for the second time only for her to stare at him as she is thinking about someone else completely. Jungwon let the emotions runs through him and tears built in his eyes, thinking the only way to make it stop hurting is for her to say she wants him back. And he'll to anything to make her say that.

Jungwon suddenly pinned her against the bed, he stare at her with madness after bringing the word 'Sunghoon'. He then get more angry realizing that he poured his heart out for NOTHING. Jungwon hold her wrist tightly as he lean in towards her face.

"Let's not bring up that brat's name hmm?
This is about us not him and you"

Y/n mind was full of mixed emotions. Why is he acting like this? What kind of behavior is this? This is not her bestfriend Jungwon. She was scared as well as surprised. She felt stupid for not knowing that Jungwon who look-alike angel would be so creepy. The girl look at him, scared by the fact that he seems to be getting more and more controlling. Y/n close her eyes, a bit scared by this side of him and cannot take it any longer. Her whole body is shaking.

"J-jungwon, please get off me!" She teared up.

Then by him seeing his love of his life crying Jungwon realized what he done. His eyes widen and quickly move away from Y/n. Either of them didn't say anything, just the girl crying sound was visible. Jungwon couldn't believe what he had just done. He had yelled at her and made her cry. It wasn't like him to lash out like that, but for some reason, he couldn't control myself due to jealousy of someone. He felt regret and guilty.

"Y/n... I'm- I am very sorry...
I'll leave first. S- sorry"

After an hour of Jungwon left Y/n sat on her bed, feeling complicated. They had been best friends for so long, and she couldn't believe that they were fighting like this. She felt guilty for her role in the fight and sad that things had come to this. But at the same time, she was scared of him. She knew that he was capable of being angry and had seen him lose his temper before, but this was different. It was like he had turned into someone she didn't recognize.

Then later on, Y/n knew that she had to talk to him about what had happened, but she don't even know how to start the conversation. She wanted to be honest and vulnerable with him, but she also didn't want to make him feel more guilty or upset. It was a difficult balance to strike, and she didn't know what to do.

Y/n quickly pull out her phone and dial her best friend number "I have to make things right, but I don't even know what to say"

But then, Jungwon can't answer her call which make Y/n worried abit and feel guilty more than before. After trying to call him for a few times she give up. She knew that he would need sometime too. So she stopped and went to bed.

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Jungwon who was infront of a convenience store looking down at his phone, ignoring Y/n calls. Then put it in his pocket later. He watchsome strangers walk at the street and some going in and out from the store. As he sighed and was about to leave, another stranger suddenly bumped into him by accident. Jungwon being a bipolar, he felt a burning anger rising within him. He had always tried to keep his true nature hidden, but in this moment, he had going through so much already, well atleast on his thought.

"Oh kid! Watch where you going!"

The stranger yelled at Jungwon even though he was the one who bumped into him. Then Jungwon made up his mind that this stranger doesn't deserve to be alive. He watched the stranger walking away from him, the creepy smirk of the boy was visible.

He followed the stranger into an alley, feeling a rush of adrenaline as he moved towards his victim. He knew that what he was doing was wrong, but the urge to kill someone is pushing him on the edge. Especially at his vunerable mind state.

"Excuse me Mister?" Jungwon called for the stranger.

"I am very sorry for you bumped into me,
I hope we both know you deserve this"

The stranger stumbled back, his face now red and swollen. Jungwon stood over him as he struggled to get up. He was shaking with anger, his eyes wide and unfocused. He wanted to make this stranger pay for what he had done, for the bare minimum which was bumped into him while he's mad. He was going to show him the consequences of messing with him.

Without mercy, Jungwon continued to hit the stranger. His fists were like a barrage of strikes, each one harder than the last. The stranger collapsed to the ground, his face covered in blood and bruises. Jungwon stood over him, his breathing heavy and his heart racing. 

Then he looked down at the stranger on the ground, his eyes filled with a mix of anger and guilt. He knew that he had gone too far, but he couldn't stop himself. He had lost control, and now he was paying the price.

The stranger tried to sit up, but Jungwon kicked him back down. He gritted his teeth. "Seeing someone at this state makes me so happy"

He crouched down next to the stranger, his fists still clenched. "I'm sorry," Jungwon muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. "That you bumped into me, now you gonna die just because of that. HAHAHA-"

Jungwon laughed like a crazy psychopath, his eyes were filled with hollow. He is no longer himself now and there was no turning back. He had become the very thing he feared the most: a monster. Then he started to choke the stranger and eventually kill him.

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A/n : AN UPDATE BECAUSE I THINK WHOEVER WAITING FOR THIS BOOK TO UPDATE DESERVE IT!! I'm more busier than ever since we will have tests every monday and exam soon :') Y'all enjoy this book and this chapter!