the curly haired boy - gavin gore

part 2 || the call

the next day

now i don't have the best history with boys. i mean i've had boyfriends, like boyfriends where you don't really talk much. it's too awkward too. where your friends push you guys together and force you to hug. those are really just elementary and maybe even middle school relationships. i've tried with many boys before back in california but most of them are either dicks with nothing better do to but to play around with your feelings or they are so sweet almost too sweet that they don't even know how to be a boyfriend. but who knows maybe that's not all boys...

i was speed walking on my treadmill until i heard my telephone start ringing and i picked it up expecting it to be sophie.

"hello?" i jumped on my bed waiting for a response.

"is this isabella?" a familiar voice asked through the phone.

"you mean bella?" i asked confusingly.

"wrong number" the person quickly hung up.

"hello?"
"hello?" i asked once more. i put the phone down and went back to my treadmill. i started slowly walking and got faster and faster.

i've never really talked about my insecurities to anyone before. some days are worse than others. some days i wanna kill myself because of my body, but others i think i actually have a decent one. i used to get bullied when i was younger which it never really affected me. now that i think about it, maybe it did. i would get called ugly which that never made me insecure. maybe when i was little but i've grown to think im pretty. just not my body. i would get fat shamed and body shamed even though i'm not really fat, i don't think. but to a little kid those few words could change your whole view on yourself.  

my phone started ringing once again. i stepped off my treadmill and picked up the phone.
"hello?" i asked hoping this time the conversation would go somewhere.

"is this bella? it's gavin from the other day."

"didn't you just call me?" i asked a little suspicious about the whole thing.

"what. no. anyway you know how you said you wanted to watch a movie? well i was thinking we could go to the park instead."

"oh okay sure."

"make sure you wear active wear."

"active wear?" i asked right before the phone went silently. that boys stops conversations fast doesn't he. i hopper off my bed and started getting ready for the park.

sorry these parts are short i have been busy! i promise i'll make longer parts soon. i hope you are enjoying !!