Happy Valley

8. Scars!

J. pov

I cant believe I was so careless as to let her see my scars without explaining first!

She was going to fucking freak.

I felt anger radiating from her.

''jasper. Who did this to you?''

I took a deep breath ''remember earlier today when you were thinking about my past?''

she nodded.

''how much do you know about it, darlin?''

''Edward told me a little. He said the woman who created you, used you to make her an army of new born vampires. And that you did some bad stuff in the beginning''

bad stuff! God I loved this woman.

''Bella, what I'm about to tell you is not very pleasant. I should have told you all of this before we... I'm sorry.''

why didn't I tell her before. I'm so fucking dumb.

I cant lose her now!

She put her arms around me and held me close to her.

Her scent seemed to give me strength.

''I was twenty. My life was good! I was a major in the confederate army in Texas. My men were the best and we always won the battle.

One night I met three beautiful girls. They were around my own age but I was startled by their beauty.

The smallest girl, maria. Said she wanted me. The next thing I no, I'm burning for three days''

Bella sat down on the edge of the bed.

He feelings were calm but chances are that would change soon.

''Bella may I calm you if this story frightens you in any way?''

she smiled like an angle.

I moved quickly forward and captured her lips with mine.

This might be the last time I get to kiss her.

She looked a little breathless when I let go.

''sorry. I'll continue. After I woke up maria came and sat with me. She told me I was her major now and that I was to help her with the army she was raising. She brought a man in to the tent. Slit his throat and threw him at me. I drained him''

I looked down at the floor.

''when the girls found out about my power they were very proud that they had found me but maria was even more so. She came to me one night after a few months and told me that Nettie and Lucy, her sisters. Were going to kill us both. I killed them both for her.

I was strong, I was a good leader and I was the best fighter in Mexico.

Soon her army was taking over half of America and it was all because of me. I sought out strong fighters and I turned them. I ripped apart family's just because maria told me to.