Deepest Desires.

Chapter 17

Jin's pov

I'm conflicted. I know this is a good idea but this is taetae's life though. I know he can call off this anytime he wants but knowing taehyung i know he will never call of this wedding. Because he is an angel . He will never disappoint his grandfather. He is always like this. He never intend to hurt anyone .

He is a soft soul who likes to read books and dreams for a romantic life along a country side. But he never knew he was the only heir of the Kim Kingdom. It was hard for him but he accepted it. And as a hyung I'm so proud of the way he  put up with this situation gracefully. But I'm worried.

He knows his place but still I cannot trust that jungkook. I know him . I know him very well. He is not what people think. Yes he was soft and goofy but not now. And that's why I'm scared. I know he won't take care of Taehyung In any way. I'm so worried. Taehyung can divorce him too but the royal people will try their best to stop it and make this marriage work because it's a disgrace for the royal family and the kingdom.

It's always their belief unity starts from the royal family but you see they tell you to marry a fucking stranger. I know . This is bullshit. But no one opposed this till now.

They made me  do the same and i ran away. I didn't have the courage to oppose my parents. I won't even talk back to them how the hell would i refuse them. I had only one solution. Running away.

So I ran away. So far away where they will not find me and ruin my life for the sake of their kingdom. I wish things were bit different but i cannot change the past. The king told me the reason for this sudden arrangement and I'm scared.

I know the two powerful kingdoms are united and there's nothing that can defeat them but things can change. I'm scared for my taetae . Kion kingdom is not an easy target. They are defeatable but they are wicked . They will go to any extent. I just want Taehyung to live a peaceful life .
Suddenly there was a knock on the door getting me out of my racing thoughts.
" Who is it early in this morning?" I thought to myself and went to the door and opened it.

" Oh Namjoon , what brought you here ?!"
I was surprised to see Namjoon. He don't usually climb up stairs just to meet someone. I know him. So I thought there must be something.

"Good morning Jin. I want to talk to you , shall I come in . I don't want anyone to hear. " He said smiling .

' oh god those dimples , oh my god . Just look at him ... '

Author's pov.

-in , jin , did i disturb you . Should I come later ?" Namjoon asked as he brought Jin out of his dream land.

" Oh I'm sorry. No no no come in . You're welcomed." Jin said sheepishly.

" Oh great thank you " he Said and showed his dimple smile and looked around.

" Please take a seat . Let me just put these clothes in if you don't mind" jin said and hurried to put back the clothes that was on his couch. Namjoon just smiled and sat down and looked around. The room smelt really good.

" It's done ! What did you want to talk about ?" He asked and sat across him.

" Ummm.. that... " Namjoon hesitated.
Jin knew it was something serious.

" Namjoon don't worry. You can talk freely. I won't tell anything" jin said and smiled.
Namjoon visibly relaxed at that .

" Jin , i know this might be too early but i don't want to beat around the bush . I like you. And i want to court you jin. I know this is too early. I'm not forcing you. But i didn't want to hide it either. I feel like you are the missing piece in my life. This may be cheesy but it's true. I won't say i love you but i like you and that's all i really know. I cannot keep this to myself. I'm done lying to myself. I'm not forcing you to tell your answer right away. Take your time . I'm just letting you know that I like you and I'll do anything to make you mine . Can I court you? " Namjoon calmly confessed his feelings.