chapter 20

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Without thinking any further jungkook just barged into the room and he saw the most magnificent view which made him feel a lot of things.

Jungkook pov

I stood there dazed looking at my supposedly soon to be queen of my kingdom. He was standing there in front of his big dressing mirror trying to tie the knots in his night dress his lips in pout.

 He was standing there in front of his big dressing mirror trying to tie the knots in his night dress his lips in pout

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His beautiful face frowned and frustrated. The dress was small reaching just above his knees showing off his long and smooth legs . His slender fingers trying it's hard to tie the knots.

I've never been so attracted to someone like I am attracted to princess Taehyung. He never failed to take my breath away.

Suddenly I remembered everything he said moreover ranted in the morning. His words held a lot of feelings. I know that but something is stopping me. The fear of attachment. The fear. It never leaves me. I don't want to drown him in my misery. My untold misery. He doesn't deserve that sadness. Happiness suits him very well . But i don't want to let him go . I want to keep this beautiful soul to myself and protect it. But I need to protect him from me. The real me. I sighed. My mind rules over my body and it's easy to follow my head than my heart. I decided to go back and not disturb him. I don't deserve him. I will stain his beautiful soul. I smiled sadly to myself. He didn't even realise I was inside this whole time. I shook my head and decided to go out silently. Before i could open the door I heard his deep voice.
" Prince Jungkook?" Confusion and shock evident in his voice .

' oh God I'm screwed '

I slowly turned to look at him waiting to be lashed out for coming into his chamber without permission.

" Is everything all right? Are you hurt? "

'no please why do you have to be this sweet . You are doing something to my dead heart'

"Umm no princess Taehyung. My apologies for coming in without permission. Please forgive me " I bowed. Yes I felt bad for coming in without permission.

" No it's fine "

Fine ? You are fine with me? Why? Shout at me , question me. Make me hate you . Why are you so forgiving? Give me a reason to hate you Taehyung. Don't do this to me' I'm scared . I cannot say this out loud. I stood there frozen.

" Prince Jungkook you are scaring me. Is there any problem?. Do you need any help ? Why are you zoning out ?" He asked. I stood there looking at him. He was standing close to me. I took in all his features. So alluring.

" Its rude to stare prince Jungkook " he said folding his hands over his chest. I was embarrassed.

" I -i ... I didn't see you in lunch and dinner. Mother told me to check on you before going to my chamber that's why. " Lies utter lies.
' I wanted to see you princess Taehyung.' This was the truth. But I'm a coward.

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