Arranged Marriage; KTH

wedding night 🌉

"Eomma I really don't wanna do this, I am not ready. I am sure he doesn't want this too"

I said to mom, who was busy fixing my hair, i was minutes away from marrying, it's not a typical  arranged marriage, but well, after my parents found out about my abusive ex-boyfriend, they took me out of his cage and helped me move on, I was ready to stay single all my life but two weeks later i found out i was pregnant, i was over the moon but the thought of my child being fatherless killed me. My parents were extremely supportive but then  they decided to marry me off to a guy who they thought was perfect for me, why?

Because he was a single father, and his parents too thought we would be a great couple since we are in some kind of similar situation.

"Yn, darling trust me you'll be great and I am sure Taehyung would take great care of both of you" she smiled angelically and rubbed my shoulder as i looked at her through the mirror and rested my hand on hers.

The door opened as my father, in his neat formal suit, entered while fixing his red handkerchief. Once he looked up, his eyes evidently softened.

"Oh my baby girl! You look like an angel sweetheart, I swear you look just like your eomma on our wedding day, oh I wish I could go back in time…"

He stepped closer to me and put his hand near his mouth hiding from mom and continued

"I would rethink my decision you know" he winked and I giggled.

"You both will never stop let me see who you get after I see my daughter off today"

On that note, I felt like crying, but the makeup took me hours. I already ruined it once when I felt like throwing up so there's no way I could do that again.

As I buckled my hand with my father's, the gates opened and I swear the scene made me nauseous, all the people turned around, not that there were many, so we decided to go for a small but luxurious wedding.

I did not dare to look up, it felt if i did i would pass out from nervousness. The distance felt so less and in no time I was at the altar. My father kissed my hand and then gave them to a rather softer hand and I unknowingly looked up. Not that i hadn't seen him, i had seen him once in our family dinner a week ago, just seen.

Near the altar I saw my mother-in-law with a very cute baby in her hand, he was clapping in his little suit he has worn, making him look like a baby gentleman. I was happy to be his mommy.

When my eyes met his, I forgot everything around me. They are so deep and wolfy, they were very unique and I could lose myself in them. 

"I have taken care of her like a princess, take her as your queen, son"
My heart melted with my father's request. I wanted to hug him and not leave him but I controlled myself and smiled at my father. As I climbed the short step putting very little pressure on the hand that held it. Note the sarcasm. Very little pressure.

I already felt so tired and just wanted to finish this as soon as possible.

I was zoned out most of the time and kept my vow very short. Just to sleep early. The 'you may kiss the bride' ended up with him kissing my hand and soon everything was over. The reception was to be held a week later because they thought I'd get too tired if it was all in one day.

After greeting all the guests, my back told me that it was enough for me. My body felt so tired that I could sleep on the large dining table we all had our dinner on.

The car ride was very silent or that's what I thought so because the moment my back for some rest i fell asleep.

Author's pov
Taehyung glanced beside him as soon as he thought there were no movements, he saw yn sleeping with her head on the window, her hand rested on her tummy as if holding her unborn child. He stared at her hand and then back at her face as it glowed and darkened as the street lights went by.

He took a big sigh and glanced outside the window with mixed emotions. Unsurity was all in his mind for his marital future. He did not feel anything in him neither hate nor care, he just felt as if he was burdened with a complicated relationship that added to his already complicated life

The driver stopped outside his house. He opened the door to get out as usual but then retreated as he took a look at her sleeping figure and bit his lip contemplating what to do but to his luck she awoke startled and look around with scrunched eyes.

When their eyes met, her brows raised in surprise.

"Were you waiting? I am so-"
Before she completed he got down and walked to the door.

She felt sad about how he reacted but thinking he was tired and also nervous like her, she thanked the driver and got down. Her back pain was back, she sucked her lips between her teeth and stretched back.

Oh little baby, momma is so tired, let's just go and sleep.

Entering the room, which she had come to a few days ago to arrange her belongings, she was hit with cold breezes from the air conditioner. She looked around to see Taehyung's jacket on the bed. Just wanting to sit, she walked to the small sofa chair near the door and dumped herself on it, waiting for Taehyung to come out of the shower. She looked around the room which was the same as when mrs.kim had led her into it a few days back.
She twisted on her place to find a position to get comfortable but stopped when the door opened with Taehyung entering while rubbing his wet hair in his pjs.

"Do you plan to sleep there?"

He asked with a raised eyebrow.
"No, I-"
He again cut her off with a whatever and left the room after picking up his phone from the bed.

A sad pout formed on her lips as he again cut her off. She managed to get off the chair and stepped inside the washroom carefully.

Ayee little baby, this washroom is so nice and…neat, and there is space beside the toilet for me to sit comfortably when we vomit in the morning. Little baby, momma will make sure you'll always be ok.

Wanting to take a shower but as her mother told her not to take one very late at night, she washed her face and wore the loose sweats from the wardrobe outside the bathroom.

Walking out of the walk-in closet she heard a phone ringing. Taehyung, who was now sitting on the bed with his laptop, stopped typing and answered the call and kept the phone aside and adjusted his airpods in his ears.

"Yes hyung we reached… not everything is ok i just called to check up on seo-jun should I take him? He'll disturb you and noona …hyung seriously there's nothing to enjoy ..yeah she..is ok…yeah I'll meet you in the morning good night hyung"

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