sorry

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Yn's pov
I was happily feeding baby seo-jun when there was a sound at the door and there was Taehyung standing there with his… not so intimidating look?
He looked …soft? His eyes felt happy.

I was very very upset about his behavior but after i thought about it ..maybe he is right afterall, why should he care about me? He was happily living with his parents and stuff and suddenly had to marry me and get himself more… burden on his head.

I immediately panicked seeing him thinking he'll get angry seeing me feed Seo-jun but i wasn't lying.

"It's ok, you need not explain so much"

Is he bipolar?
His can he changed so much in a few hours? And where was he? Does he have a girlfriend who he went to meet?
He removed his long coat and smiled widely at his son. I wiped seo-jun's mouth and got up to keep the bowl in the kitchen.
There was something bugging in me to just tell him everything but when i turned around and opened my mouth to start saying, I stopped. He was taking out a wet wipe with his single hand and wiping seo-jun's mouth and then he nudged his nose with himself.
I did not interfere and left to prepare dinner and seo-jun's milk.


Why do i get tired so easily?
I've only been standing for about 20 minutes making dinner and i feel like my legs are going sore right away.

I was chopping the carrots when Taehyung entered the kitchen and opened the fridge right away and started looking here and there in the fridge. I continued chopping but then he looked at me and scratched his neck.
If you want to tell me, just say it!

"Do you want help?"

Did he just-
I blinked my eyes analyzing what he just said.
He is doing this again, first being all soft and caring and then being a rude ass. Why are you doing this to me Taehyung?

I did not realize I was staring at him until he shifted uncomfortably in his place.

"What are you trying to do taehyung?"
I blurted out without any hesitation. He can't just play around with my emotions especially when they are already so messed up.
"I-i am just trying to help you, what do you mean?"
Did he just stutter a little?
"Why are you trying to help me? Why now? When I really hoped you would help me you just went away right? It's ok Taehyung if you don't like me, ignore me all you want but just-just don't do thi-ouch!"
Hell i was yelling and I just cut my finger, what a great timing right?

Author's pov
Taehyung strode a step to her and worriedly took her hand in his,forgetting the argument they were having. He took her hand and put it under the tap but she immediately yanked his hand and angrily looked at him.
"Stop it! Stop acting like you care! Normally people act all sweet when they are in front of people but you act all caring and soft when we are alone, what are you trying to do taehyung? My life is already so fucked up and I'm really hardly coping up with everything so please be clear with your emotions cause it really hurts, you're not the first one who makes me feel all loved first and then…"
She swallowed the lump in her throat that was making her cry out and turned away from him, taking the knife in her hand, continuing her work.

"Yn"
"Don't Taehyung, don't just leave me alone please it's better if we just ignore each other, you should go to seo-jun he's alone there"

She cleared her throat and added the vegetables to the boiling stork.

He left the kitchen thinking she really didn't wanna see him and sat near seo-jun who was busy stacking and unstacking his blocks. He took him in his arms and made him face himself.

Seo-jun tapped his face with his little hands and giggled but Taehyung was deep in thought while staring at his son. 

"Ouch juniee! That hurts!"
Taehyung shrieked as seo-jun bit him on his nose suddenly,
He kept seo-jun down and rubbed his nose making the baby cry because of his shriek.
Taehyung's nose turned red and his eyes shredded a few tears because of the effect.
Yn came hurriedly from the kitchen and quickly observed what was happening and then picked up seo-jun calming him down. She eyed Taehyung who was rubbing his nose and went away with the baby in the kitchen.
Taehyung felt pretty hurt when she did not show any concern but realized it was the bitter fruit of his own sowed seed.


The dinner was ready and Taehyung silently helped yn put the dishes on the table.
Yn huffed and sat down tiredly on the chair. Seo-jun was in the crib playing with his soft toys in the living room as they had dinner silently.

As soon as they finished their dinner Taehyung refused her to do any work and kept the dishes in the sink after clearing out the table.

When he came out of the kitchen she was nowhere to be seen he picked up taehyung from his crib and climbed up the stairs to his room but she wasn't  there too, he was about to leave but then he hears someone talking around him and saw her figure in the balcony while talking to someone.

"Yes eomma he is also fine, yes both your little babies too, no I'll give juniee milk now ..yeah… oh is it..fine …yes eomma i remember i have an appointment tomorrow you'll come with me right? …Why eomma please! ..he-he has to go to the office right? Why disturb him? …Eomma~ I'll just take my mother-in-law with me you're  really mean, just because I got married. You don't even want to go with me to the hospital now. I'm hanging up, bye!"

Taehyung immediately stepped away from the balcony after she hung and pretended to check seo-jun's diaper.
And it was actually filled with his after meal. He scrunched his nose to the malodorous smell and patted the baby's butt.

He changed his diaper and his clothes not noticing someone staring at him.
Yn sat on the edge of the bed observing him clean his son while playing and giggling to him all the while.
Suddenly remembering the milk she climbed down the stairs and took the milk and microvawed jt quickly before going back to her room.

She ignored her looks and placed the bottle on his side table and stepped inside the washroom. 

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Short chapter but I'll post the next part tommorow!

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