Well..we are really busy people..yk it.. some people with busy with their jobs..some with studies..some with their family..some people busy with their loneliness..with overthinking.. daydreaming...some busy with their loved ones..we all are busy..
Also I think some people might busy with their free time..
As conclusion,
We could say that we r too busy to valued our times..
Just like me...that day..
I think I came early today.. thanks to my mom..she thinks that I should make a good impression by arriving early at my first day..but that early.?
I feel like a dumb person..
But it's fine.. atleast I can explore my school like a free spirit..and I have to find my class too..
Ok..gurl let's go..
I have to find my class 7B
Where is it...as I started to walk for my class.. noticing every gate number..
Ohkk..here it is..I entered the class and placed my bag at the last seat
And when I turned back..
I saw him..
It's him..
That boy whom I saw yesterday in principle's room
That boy whose voice make my playlist complete
He is standing there lookin at me with a warm smile
He walked towards me now..holy shit! Am so dead..
Why my stomach feels weird...is that a nauseous feeling..
No... it's not bad like nauseous..
It's...
Idk
Feels good in a weird way..
Wait..why is he so handsome..damn..
Why is he blinking like that..
Why is he more beautiful than Chris Evans
Not fair..
Don't come close..fuck..ok..
*You new here?*
I think I should say something..
"Hi! I am Benjamin"
Where is my handkerchief..I need it..
"You mute?"
No am not mute..I just need my handkerchief..I think I should fold it.
"Say something girl"
"Why r u folding it...talk to me"
He snatch that handkerchief and throw it up
I jumped and take that handkerchief back ..
He turned back and walking towards the exit
Thank God..bye .
Don't kill me again..
No you can do that..
"Well..you can call me ben btw.. everybody does..you can do it too..if u want to talk"
I nodded..and he give me a smirk and gone
Why..god why..why act like a dumb person..what about my confidence..I hate myself..ughhh
I checked my watch.. it's only 5 minutes I entered here.. it's feel like an eternity..lol..
I sat in my seat..and started to thinking about my damn 5 minutes..that I used for portraying myself as dumb person
Well I spent my 30 mins thinking about him.. about his smirk..his warm smile..his voice...the way he said his name...
Benjamin
This boy will change my life 💗
But I didn't know that time..
That he would change my life like this..
The change we don't want to have ..but we still carving for that change..for that person
Even five minutes of his time
Was enough to make day
Today...
I am still carving for it..
A/N
Sorry for my grammatical mistakes again..I will try to improve it
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MY LOVELY DESTRUCTION
Romance"LOVIN SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER LOVE YOU BACK IT'S LIKE GOING TO A WAR AND STANDING IN THE LINE OF FIRE WITH YOUR ARMS WIDE OPEN" THAT'S HOW FAR I WAS GONE FOR YOU BUT WILL YOU? HI, THIS IS NIYA AND , THIS IS MY STORY ❤️🍁🍂
