home away from home

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No one's pov

It had been a week since Xander had been shot Jason hasn't left his side telling him how much he loves him or how much he means to Jason people come and go

Jason's POV

I was sitting by Xanders bed again holding his hand talking away like he was awake when the doors open but I have no energy to care "hey Jasonn how are you holding up?" I look at Xanders lifeless body "I want him to wake up and tell me everything is going to be alright or that he isn't going anywhere. I miss him so much that I don't believe I could keep going if he dies" I feel her pull me into a side hug and I just cried

Just over 12.30pm

Mack had left about three hours ago Rose popped in so I left to give them some time alone and I when to Irene's to have a hot shower when I got back to the room with my coffee and lunch for two but I'll probably have it for tea time I just sit there looking at his face just staying still some days I swear I see a little bit of movement in his face Irene walked in front of me studying my face to tell what I need or want see hands me a pack of smokes and gum "I thought you might need these to help with the stress" I look at the smokes and put them in my bag and put a peace of gum in my mouth I was looking at the necklace Xander would always be wearing to see it laying on the table by his bed it's hard. I picked up his necklace and put it on me seeing how it would look "it looks good on you" I turned around to see Xander awake I run over to him giving him a big long loving kiss it felt like it had been years since we last kissed it felt new. Irene came back in with a doctor to do a check up on Xander. When I wentout of his site he started having a panick attack I quickly got to him and asked everyone to leave the room. When everyone was gone I  sat down on Xanders bed opening my mouth about to saw something when I lost all the words so I sang

Oh, thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
Isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Yeah, nothing could change what you mean to me
Oh, there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
'Cause our love will light the way
And baby, you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
Yeah, love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven, yeah
I've been waitin' for so long
For somethin' to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Yeah, I'll be standin' there by you, oh
And baby, you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
Isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven, heaven
Whoa
You're all that I want
You're all that I need

When I was done Xander pulled me into a hug "it's okay babe I'm here" I give him a kiss "like I said before my necklace looks good on you" I laughed a little "yea but it looks better on you" when the doctor comes back into the room to do the check I sit somewhere that Xander can see me easy and if he got upset or scared I just gave him a soft loving look and he would calm down right away