My Dark Angel Of Serenity

Sweet Dreams Are Made Of These.

Kat.

I felt empty. Dull. Hollow.

The school halls were filled with laughing teenagers, no care in the world.

My pathetic excuse of a life was crashing down around me like the 9/11 and the rest of the world was blissfully oblivious to the wretched ways of this cussed up world...

Sigh...

He was gone. Both of them. Just like that they left, not a word. Asher and Enderic was no where to be found for the past month. Denny was officially just a hollow shell of his former self and it was killing. I couldn't understand this pain in my heart at the thought of Asher. He just left me after everything...

I was angry, I was frustrated and I was hurt...all these things that iv'e spent half my life trying to block out just bombarding me like an oceans waves.

I felt two thin arms wrap around my waist and a head lean on my back.

"You okay there sunshine?" I asked softly. I felt him shake his head.

"you wanna bunk class and go eat jelly baby heads at the park?"

I heard him chuckle softly before nodding his head. We stood there quietly as Denny played with the bangles on his wrists and I packed my books away. I walked away when Denny took my hand, holding it firmly in his small one, and walked with me to the school exit.

The park was empty, The swings empty. Everything just....empty.

"They look lonely, we should go keep them company"

I said looking at the swings. He pulled me with as we sat down looking at our shoes swaying slowly, our hands still joined.

"Why....?"

I held back the slight shock I felt.

"Why would he just leave Kat?"

I felt my heart pull at his words....he was right. Why?

"They knew....He knew...Kat...we know what they are so why?"

Did I? Did I now what he was? A Reaper. An Angel of Death.

"I'm so confused Kat....It hurts so much"

He gripped my hand harder. I looked at him with the tears in his grey eyes.

"He's my soul mate...he's supposed to be here..."

A month...it took him a month to finally say it...to finally say anything.

"Oh God......I can't....it hurts so much...."

Denny fell to his knees and screamed. My heart was beating fast and my palms were sweating. My throat was blocked and my eyes burned....but I kept my face stone. I got to my knees and sat down, pulling his small frame towards me and cradling his head to my chest as he cried. Wrapping my arms around him and stroking his hair softly. He held onto me like his life depended on it.

I wish I was you Denny, I wish I could scream and cry, I wish I could feel my pain and let show, I wish I could feel the relief that tears would bring, feel the pain openly and hold onto you like my life depended on it. Oh I wish I was like you Denny...I wish I could feel.

He lifted his head slowly, with red puffy eyes and a broken smile he looked at me.

"I wish I was like you Kat, I wish I could be as strong as you"

He whispered it like a wish as he resumed his heart wrenching cries for Enderic.

I ran my fingers through his hair and laid my head on his as i held him close. I closed my eyes.

No Denny you don't...you don't want to be like me.

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Sorry it's so crappy :( I got really busy and just didn't know what to write anymore...but this is a filler chapter as I work on the rest of the story....I may or may not have forgotten most of the plot....