Sometimes I feel death is close,
Sometimes I feel death should be closer,
Sometimes I feel i should make death closer.
Sometimes I feel my friends hate me,
Sometimes I feel my family hates me,
Sometimes I feel everyone I know hates me.
Sometimes I feel that nothing can hurt me,
Sometimes I feel that everything can hurt me,
Sometimes I feel that my loneliness can hurt me.
Sometimes I feel that school is hard,
Sometimes I feel school is my only escape,
Sometimes I feel I have no escape.
Sometimes I feel I need to cry,
Sometimes I feel I can't cry,
Sometimes I feel if I don't cry my eyes will go dry.
Sometimes I feel my stomach will explode,
Sometimes I feel I want to puke my feelings out,
Sometimes I feel I can't puke at all.
Sometimes I feel I'm going to faint,
Sometimes I feel I can't think straight,
Sometimes I feel I'm still in 4th grade...
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soooooo... I kinda have nothing to say about this one lol. all i really remember from it, is that i was hiding in the bathroom at school while writing it cause i had almost had a panic attack in math class and that the last line "Sometimes I feel I'm still in 4th grade" is because in 4th grade i had panic attacks CONSISTINTALLY (i cant spell lol) at the school. so ya, it was written between november and december something, 2022 or 11-12/??/22 (i again just wanted to add to ??) so yaaa... BYEEEEEEEEE
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Poetrythis is literaly just poems ive made they aint no good (my opinion) they got deep meanings i promise dont judge me pls
