takano x ritsu "happy birthday ritsu"

The Talk...Part 3

He told me to sit on the couch as he let me go out of his warm embrace. He closed the door and went to the kitchen. He soon returned with two bottled beers. Oh no. I was a bad drunk. "You always talk more when your drunk" Takano softly giggled. His fake smile quickly escalated into a look of frustration and sorrow. He looked at me with his big black eyes. He began to speak gently. "Onadara ritsu, i nedd to know...do you love me? Or am I just a pain in the ass. Tell me, or I will never talk you. If that is what you want." He said staring me in the eyes. I could never keep eye contact. He always asked me if i loved him or not. I always brushed him off. It was awkward, we were both men. And what about Ann and my parents. I would never be able to come out to them. Wait! What am I thinking! Im not gay! Am I? Maybe a little...anyway. (lol). He wanted a response. I had to answer, I didnt want to loose him. I really did love him. "I...I guess I-I um..." I began to think confessing my love for him was impossible. It just wouldnt come out of my mouth. I looked at him blankly. He got up to walk out of the room. I got up after him. I grabbed his arm and began to blush at the feeling of his skin. He looked at the door silently, still holding the doornob. "Please don't go to Yokozawas house. Stay here with me. I..I I love you Takano-san." I finally said it! He turned around looking at me as if I said something crazy. I began to wonder if he heard me right. He immediately grabbed me and kissed me hard. I thoght this day would never come. Takano said to me, I turned a shade of firetruck red.