**Sorry I tried to make this chapter hella long so thanks!!**
I woke up and my back hurt. Damn Ash was good. I get up clean up a bit. Then I walk out after I put on my pink booty shorts and his shirt. "Damn thought yall broke through the floor." CC says laughing. I just blush. "Sorry." I say. "I cant believe you dumped Niall over some stupid shit!" Jake says. "Jake but the fuck out no one asked for your opinion!" I snap. Then Ash comes out. "Dude dont talk to her like that." Ash says grabbing me and pulling me close.
I hug him. "Thank you." I say smiling. Then Vallie comes in. "ALYSSA WHAT THE HELL!!! ANDY AND I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU EVERYWHERE NIALL IS FUCKING WORRIED SICK AND WE FIND OUT YOU HERE FUCKING ASH!!! LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BITCH!" Vallie yells at me.
"WHY DO YOU CARE WHO I AM FUCKING!!!" I yell. "Dude control your little whore bitch!" Jake yells at Ash. "Who the hell do you think you are talking to??" I yell. "YOU BITCH!!!!" Jake yells. "DUDE I WILL KICK YOUR ASS!!" Ash yells. "Guys stop fighting!!!" Vallie yells.
"SEE I FUCKING CAUSE PROBLEMS EVERYWHERE!!!" I yell. I grab my bag and run out. I run to the elevator and when I go in I bump right in to Liam and Zayn. "ALYSSA!" They yell relived. "Where do you think your going?" Liam asked. "Away home somewhere away from here." I say. Right as I go to walk off Liam grabs me.
I start to try to scream but Zayn covers my mouth. We go up and then the door opens and Ash is in there. They let go of me shocked to see him, I kick them both in the balls and and then we run. "Where are we going?" I say. "To my new room!" Ash yells back at me. When we get in there I sit on the bed out of breath. It is smaller than the other rooms but its better than being found. I lay out,
I kinda missed Niall but right about now I hated him. "Are you okay?" Ash asks me. "Yeah just a little pissed about Jake." I say. "Don't worry about him he's just on his period." Ash says. I laugh. He smiles. "Come lay next to me babe." He says smiling. I go and lay next to him. He pulls me and kisses me.
I run my fingers through his hair. He wraps one arm around me and runs his fingers through my hair. After we stop kissing I lay my head on his chest. "I have liked you ever since we first met." He says. I just smile and hug him.
"Look at me." He says and grabs my chin and looks me dead in the eyes. "You are beautiful, you are an amazing girl. Vallie doesn't judge you it's all in your head. She worries about you at times. I will be here anytime you need to me." He says. "Thank you Ash." I say. "So why did you leave Niall if you don't mind me asking." He asks me.
"He keeps saying that Harry had nothing to do with Carly's suicide." I say. "Wait you didn't read her journal. It was filled with all these entries about how she felt like she was alone and that she was planning this for a while." Ash says confused.
"What journal?" I asked confused. "They didn't let you read it?" He says then he grabs my hand and starts dragging me out. "Where are we going?" I ask. "To talk to those boys of One Direction." Ash says angry. "NOOOO BECAUSE IF I DO THAT THEN I WILL DO SOMETHING STUPID LIKE CRY OR SOMETHING!!" I yell. "Okay if you dont go up there whatever we are doing is over. Done. K?" Ash says.
"Fine lets go." I say. We go. When we get to the door Ash knocks and 3 seconds later the door is on the floor. "Did you just kick the door in?" I ask Ash.
He just smiles and Zayn comes in with a baseball bat. "What's going o- Alyssa what are you doing here." Zayn asks. "You son of a bitches didn't show her the damn journal!!!!" Ash yells.
"No because we don't want her upset even more." Zayn says. "Show me the god damn book." I say. "Fine." Zayn says and throws a black composition book. I look through the pages and stop at an entry
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